Saturday, September 13, 2008

If I have no tomorrow

Will you still be my guardian angel

Friday, September 12, 2008

PRELIM 2 IS OVER!
yay!
lol
but next week results
hmm

no matter what the outcome is
lose the past
work hard towards o lvl!

jia you baby..
(:

jia you qini too.. lol xD

Sunday, September 7, 2008

zzzz...
prelim 2
no good feeling about it..
but will try my best

<3

Friday, June 27, 2008

2 freaking weeks to prelims!
time is crazy
ok
I must admit I slacked a lot of time away on the floor and on the sofa

next 2 weeks must pia papers le
zzzz....
wonder when I can lie on my bed for 9 hours straight again

uh
what i deduced from the most recent chinese lesson is that
要懂得照顾好自己
不可依赖他人
同时也要找到可相辅相成的人

zzz...

-anything should not distract you, but lead you on on the journey of life-

Monday, June 9, 2008

HISTORY!
x))
lol
I will never finish hw
too much le
revision and hw
of coz revision
no revision = can't do hw for me
lol

i think the worst subject is CH
zzz...
but will work hard to get A1
for mdm ker!
xD

Saturday, June 7, 2008

用起伏的背影 擋住哭泣的心
有些故事 不必說給 每個人聽
許多眼睛 看的太淺太近
錯過我沒被看見 那個自己

用簡單的言語 解開超載的心
有些情緒 是該說給 懂的人聽
你的熱淚 比我激動憐惜
我發誓要更努力 更有勇氣

等下一個天亮 去上次牽手賞花那里散步好嗎
有些積雪會自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂

等下一個天亮 把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我飛舞的頭發
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光

用簡單的言語 解開超載的心
有些情緒 是該說給 懂的人聽
你的熱淚 比我激動憐惜
我發誓要更努力 更有勇氣

等下一個天亮 去上次牽手賞花那里散步好嗎
有些積雪會自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂

等下一個天亮 把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我飛舞的頭發
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光

時間可以磨去我的棱角
有些堅持卻永遠磨不掉
請容許我 小小的驕傲
因為有你這樣的依靠

等下一個天亮 去上次牽手賞花那里散步好嗎
有些積雪會自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂
等下一個天亮 把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我飛舞的頭發
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光

Friday, June 6, 2008

lol
back to blogging after like a century xD

SP open house was fruitful
thx! (:

imeem is currently under maintenance
so have to switch to other ways for music

zzz...
i think i can't finish revision and all the hw
i can't think of any way besides not sleeping and neglecting the com
but too bad
i need sleep, the com and the tv
hehe

scared scared...
zzz...
prelims gonna kill
so must prepare mentally to be demoralised
lol

x))
off to do tables for rivers and coasts
lol

Thursday, May 22, 2008

wow..
just realised how abandoned my blog is
hmm...
well lately so many things have happened
the earthquake and cyclone
quite down lately
hope the survivors will carry on with their lives strongly
i think its everybody's wish

ok
sth about sch
prelims coming
er..
i am like slacking
decelerating
zzz..
chi week makes me feel like O lvls is over
zzz...

oh ya
i just realised molecular genetics is huh?????
i dunno a lot of things
die

i need to pia languages le
last time complacent = results drop!!
zzzzz........

ok
i deduce i get pissed easily
i think its due to chi week
dunno..
just don't really like it ah..
i will try to smile more
hehe ((:

jia you for O lvl chi
4/4 peeps! and jia sheng from 3rd lang
=D

ehh....
i want my bear..
zz...
but i realised bears nowadays cost a bomb
so i treat my bears as being adopted by me then i go visit them when i go to shops
lol
not bad
can look
F.O.C
=D
hehe

ehh..
i think i have to watch less of tv
a lot of time gone

life is precious
cherish it
and your loved ones
<3

zzz...
piglet-bear is gonna do bio, then math and eng tuition hw
then
zzzzzzzzzzzzz...........

-maybe-
-I don't know-
一切随缘
不会刻意强求

Friday, May 9, 2008

TONS OF HW!!!!
esp BIO!!
and there's BIO COMMON TEST TO STUDY FOR!!!!
>.<

ok
I deduce that Imeem does not like me
coz it doesn't allow me to upload my study music!
ehh..

Mdm Chang is coming back on Mon!
=D

Mdm Ros's lessons are ever so fun!
she makes geog so enjoyable
-laughs laughs-

zzz....

my pillow is super soft in the morning!
very tempted to bring it on the car
muahahaha

coming sunday is mother's day!!
=))

Thursday, May 8, 2008

谢谢你的关照 我一切都好
一个人 不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙 却不能为了寂寞 又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱

Friday, May 2, 2008

ehh..
i am craving for hot green tea! =D
haha
maybe its due to me eating 2 bread just now
hungry ma

this wkn must work hard
ppl jia you
try to find joy somehow when working
it will make the process so much more enjoyable

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

a lot of tests this period of time
especially got banding test
haiyuh
sian uh..

i am so not prepared for e math ct and eng banding test
die
die
zen me ban?!!!

i am looking forward to the wkn
=D
more time
can catch up on freaking revision

ppl read the magazine on food issues
useful for geography of food!
x)

P.S. happy bdae anne! (:

off to do c.f. ws
=(
lol

Saturday, April 26, 2008

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ..... for me ...

Friday, April 25, 2008

ahh
my specs the covering peeled off
never mind
can't really see it anyway
haha
x)

happy bdae darl! =D

wah
this wkn is pia pia pia pia pia
hw + revision
mountain
work Work WOrk WORk WORK

LOL

gtg
eat dinner
then tuition
x)

男人总不懂女人眼泪真实的意义
女人猜不透男人忽然沉默的背景

Sunday, April 20, 2008

zzz..
tons of math to settle
but i slacked away sat and sun morning
lol
but nice to relax ma

surprisingly i woke up at 10 today!
2.5 hrs earlier than normal
guess too dehydrated must consume water

adam khoo workshop
eh..
so late
then I have to do e-learning
>.<
heng cikgu said she would take note
haha
=D
means i can hand in late
((:

i realised there's not time for everything
esp humans sub
i am so not prepared!
last yr too complacent le
die

must pia from now
go girl!
=)

Friday, April 11, 2008

zzz...
games day was super sian
and tiring
reached home at 2 plus
to mel: I took public transport and shaz has the evidence!! xD

zzz...
slept till 5 plus straight after reaching home
so i sorta ate 2 meals together
-full-

okie
tmr chem project at shawn's house
with wj
=D

-go and do geog-

原来我在你心中是那么的渺小

Thursday, April 10, 2008

zzz...
my eyes hurt like crap
>.<
eye-drops are useless for me now.
0.0

tmr is games day
....
o.o
CCAB is so far away
nvm
last year
xD
enjoy it ppl!

I want to sleep. x)

lol both wj and I love macaroni
x))

life is quite stressful lately
with chi mock exam just before malay
-_-

我发现我变笨了,傻了。
但有些时候傻傻的会更开心。 (:

Saturday, April 5, 2008

zzz...
have math and malay to do
Double M! x)

tsk
i am gonna fail my chem and get bad results for ch... o.0

Sunday, March 30, 2008

ok
I HATE CHEMISTRY!!!!
arghh!!!
so difficult can
its impossible

lol
if wenjie sees this, she will give me the stare x))
but its really irritating
-_-

and there's bio spa tmr
o.0
i woke up at 12.50 today
-oink-
but i slept at 3.45 ytd
0.0
coz of combined humans....
zzz....

periodic table, metals and electrolysis is crap
=x
oxidation and reduction also quite crappy
haiyuh

off to studying..

Friday, March 28, 2008

found the song on imeem!
happy happy!
chionging eng report now
tmr morning tuition ah..

quite a bit of work this wkn
zzz...

imeem is lagging.. =/
I WANT THIS SONG!!
http://www.sing8.com/song/2/2312/87631.htm
hehe
but my bro can't find it anywhere
hmm.....
o.0

this song has some chim chinese in it
LOL.

《新醉打金枝片尾曲(西厢)》
午夜寂寞的花丛 有一只蝴蝶飞动
浩大的月亮爬上 树梢跳荡在水中
是谁轻轻招 手 在午夜的梦中
隔着月色的帘珑 咳嗽一声
胭脂沾染了露水 转眼萧萧枫叶红
满地黄花留不住那一个赶考的书生
是谁妩媚风 中 似水流年如梦
洒满花影的西厢月落无声
缠绵的花腔消散在夜空
落幕的舞台唤不醒千年旧梦
昨夜的莺莺昨夜的张生
洗去胭脂何去何从
寺外的官兵早已是观众
汹涌的掌声留不住戏子笑容
做一回莺莺做一回张生
涂上胭脂活在戏中

nice nice!! =D

heh..
going to tuition in about 20 mins time
x))

Saturday, March 22, 2008

LOL
I am intending to post my notes online(eng only)
to serve as a motivation to study english.. o.0

slacked the whole day away practically
finished malay
now doing math
x))

O lvls seem so far yet so near
its weird
ugh
my pillow is in the wash!
means I have to sleep on my smiley cushion LOL

I don't want to idle my life away
someone tell me what to do
I need a compass
a BIG and ACCURATE one

Friday, March 14, 2008

the hols are going to be over
i need one more week
lol
no time no time~~

should i abandon chi?
let me think about it
haha

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

:)))) Puzzle of my heart by Westlife
dedicate this song to me
lol
jk..

{That's how you know}
from the movie ENCHANTED

(A Capella, Giselle)
How does she know you love her?
How does she know she's yours?
(Marlon Saunders - Calypso Singer)
How does she know that you love her?
(Giselle)
How do you show her you love her?
(Together)
How does she know that you really
really
Truly love her?
How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?
How does she know that you really really truly love her?
(Giselle)
It's not enough to take the one you love for granted
You must remind her or she'll be inclined to say
"How do I know he loves me?
How do I know he's mine?"

Well does he leave a little note to tell you you are on his mind?
Send you yellow flowers when the sky is grey?
He'll find a new way to show you a little bit every day
That's how you know
That's how you know he's your love

(Calypso Singer)
You got to show her you need her
Don't treat her like a mind reader
Each little something to lead her to believe you love her

(Giselle)
Everybody wants to live happily ever after
Everybody wants to know their true love is true
How do you know he loves you?
How do you know he's yours?

Well does he take you out dancing just so he can hold you close?
Dedicate a song with words meant just for you?
He'll find his own way to tell you with the little things he'll do
That's how you know
That's how you know he's your love
He's your love

That's how you he loves you
That's how you know it's true

Because he'll wear your favorite color just so he can match your eyes
Plan a private picnic by the fire's glow
His heart will be yours forever
Something everyday will show
That's how you know (x5)
That's how you know he's your love
That's how you know
That's how you know he's your love

(Calypso Singer)
That's how she know that you love her
That's how you show her you love her (That's how you know)

(Everyone)
You've got to show her you need her
Don't treat her like a mind reader
How do you know that you love her (That's how you know)
That's how you know that you love her (He's your love)
It's not enough to take the one you love for granted

Monday, March 10, 2008

LOL
posting the holiday homework upon request =D

ENGLISH: 3 sets of vocab ws + 2 vocab ws given previously(if you have not done)

HIGHER CHINESE: 1 bao zhang bao dao, 1 gong han, 1 si han(choose own qns from tys) 3 paper 2(shi ti yang ben, 2005,2006)
(only applicable to wen jie,mandy,josephine&zhi peng)

ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS: 3 practice ws + rate of change notes + rate of change practice ws
(not applicable to those who dropped)

ELEMENTARY MATHEMATICS: 3 practice ws

CHEMISTRY: 1 ws + revision for electrolysis class test

BIOLOGY: 4 ecology ws + self-study for chpt 21 & 22

GEOGRAPHY: EX10.3(wb pg 77-78), Individual Revision(wb pg 85-87), revision for industry class test on 1st week of term 2

COMBINED HUMANITIES: study for common test(Social Studies chpt 1: SBQ + SEQ)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

MALAY: Jurnal, buku kerja muka surat 5 dan 8, kefahaman dan cloze, menyediakan lisan(tajuk di portal)
[only applicable to 3rd lang peeps] x))

P.S. do revision for all subs x)

And math on thurs is from 9 to 11. lol.
心 为何要像宿醉
痛 为何还不退

说无所谓
太虚伪 太可悲

Friday, March 7, 2008

There are no impossible dreams
Just a limited perception of what is possible

go for your dreams people. =)

Its not how much you do
But how much love you put into doing it

uhh..
so I shall go and love all my subjects?
lol
wo ai ni men!
x))

Thursday, March 6, 2008

progress report..
zzz...
not very satisfied with it..
but
will work hard and get better grades! =D

working on my 'killer' essay
LOL
either write about a real murderer or a disease
or are there other ideas?
racking my brains...
ok
next tues:bio 8.30-10 am
next thurs:a math 9-12
hehe
not as much as I expected..
got a lot of hw though.
for the entire week:revision!
wkn: hw!
zzz....

progress report tmr!
die
die

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

hehe
rarely online on tuesdays
but i am here
mainly due to the fact that I have to complete my bio ws on hormones

ok
ch test today was totally screwed
=x

holidays next week!
i can predict a ton of assignements and revision
PLUS extra lessons or remedials
the extra time will be used for sleeping

zzz...
mind was wandering around during the first half of the english lesson
the 2nd part was exhilirating
lol

i don't want to get back my progress report
i failed eng for pete's sake!!
i am going to be killed by a lot of ppl..
but no use running away from reality

anyway its not that accurate anyway
how can you judge a person's ability by just one test..
although the O lvls undertake this method..

jia you and work hard
time is ticking away
so fast
so fast

-want o lvl to be over asap, but reluctant to let go of the sch-
what an irony

okaes
gotta go do the bio ws and maths then study for vectors retest on thurs..

to dashboard: cya in a week's time probably =D

Friday, February 22, 2008

slept after lunch till dinner time
zzz...
then math tuition lol
quite fun =D


the teacher is from chinese high
got the study look
lol

tmr is flag day x)
eh..
broke..

got quite a bit of work but don't know what to start with

heh..
common test
i want 80% and above x) so ambitious.. -_-
jia you!
=D

lol
got tons of chocolate at home
who wants?

my room is in a mess again
crap..

phone needs a battery change
gets flat in a few days after charging 0.0

chi class test was difficult..
sian..

absolute no fluency in flow of thoughts
ahh..
geog ct must have flow of thoughts or else level 1 only kaes

slping helps boost brain power i just realised
so slp ppl..
nights

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Kau melodi yang indah
Menusuk di jiwa
Tanpamu
Hidupku tak bermakna
多么实在的感觉 望著你的脸
这一刻 我到了被人遗忘的永远
Pertemuan yang tanpa diduga
像迷路的人找到回家的路线
Engkau bak lagu dan aku bagai irama
Bersatu kita mewarnai hidup bersama
Tanpamu hilanglah nadi kita berdua
Menderita tiada haluan
Woo~ 在我心里最动听的melody

Kau melodi yang indah
Menusuk di jiwa
Tanpamu
Hidupku tak bermakna
多么实在的感觉 望著你的脸
这一刻 我到了被人遗忘的永远
Pertemuan yang tanpa diduga
像迷路的人找到回家的路线
Engkau bak lagu dan aku bagai irama
Bersatu kita mewarnai hidup bersama
Tanpamu hilanglah nadi kita berdua
Menderita tiada haluan
Woo~ 在我心里最动听的melody

Engkau bak lagu dan aku bagai irama
Bersatu kita mewarnai hidup bersama
Tanpamu hilanglah nadi kita berdua
Menderita tiada haluan
Woo~ 在我心里最动听的melody

Menderita tiada haluan
Woo~ 在我心里最动听的melody
15 mins to 2
lol


oh crap
I think I am gonna fail my history for the first time in my entire life...
-_-
i hate monday

but oh well
stumble and fall
its the heart of it all
(:

-try again-

common test
put alarm to wake up early loh..
zzzz....
but what's the use of alarm
i will just switch it off and go back to sleep until my mum wakes me up for lunch
ok
lol
mummy is asking me not to turn her into a piglet's mother
so I shall sleep now....

but piglets are cute what
hahahahaha

haiyuh cca....

too sian..
can I pon? the ans is a big NO...
crap...

nights..
<3

ok
i am deceiving myself
manu arsenal game on tv
how to sleep?
lol.

watch until half time then slp...
do maths loh..
x)

Saturday, February 9, 2008

-bored-
tons of hw left
x)
I need to talk to someone.. 0.0

fun quiz for myspace profile and blog

Lets101 Quizzes - Quizzes For Fun

Friday, February 8, 2008

I know its silly and immature of me
but I sort of.

oh great
I know its hard
but I will stop this as soon as possible

hope you all would have a wonderful valentine's
seeing you all happy is sufficient
I don't need anything else

ok
my relatives are telling me to jia you for this year
would hate to diappoint them
but as long as I have tried my best
my conscience is clear.

haha
okaes
I have been sleeping at 2 2 days ago and 3 yesterday..
thank you (:
its always nice to have someone to talk to when you can't sleep
x)

didn't eat a lot today
going downstairs to find food
lol
not used to climbing up and down stairs
I have become lazy!
since 4/4 is on the first floor and my home back in Sg has only one storey
climbing stairs is a strange thing
LOL!
unless the lift breaks down then I have to climb 10 full storeys!
oh well
done it several times before.

ah...
why am I crapping away when my e math hw is lying on the computer desk
between the com and hw
i shall resist temptations and do hw

lol
to wen jie: come online when you are free
need to talk to you about sth
(:

nights.
love always

Thursday, January 31, 2008

其实我的安静有迹可寻
只是你不太留心而已
如果说 两个人在一起
比一个人孤寂 爱会不会过期
渐渐你成为我部落格里
被别人阅览着的心情
我听说 流言的人会有个面具
那个匿名的 会不会就是你
我还是介意你的话
总在无意间变化
介意你对爱的想法
和我有了分岔
我介意你没忘了她
介意你还放不下
该迁就 还是一笑而罢

渐渐你成为我部落格里
被别人阅览着的心情
我听说 流言的人会有个面具
那个匿名的 会不会就是你
我还是介意你的话
总在无意间变化
介意你对爱的想法
和我有了分岔
我介意你没忘了她
介意你还放不下
该迁就 还是一笑而罢

我还是介意你的话
总在无意间变化
介意你对爱的想法
和我有了分岔
我介意你没忘了她
介意你还放不下
该迁就 还是一笑而罢

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Everybody's got something
They had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday
That just seems to grow with time

There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
All this I know but still I can't find ways
To let you know

CHORUS
I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
And tomorrow can never be
Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind

There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
All this I know but still I can't find ways
To let you go

CHORUS
I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

You'll always be the dream
That fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby
You'll always be the one I know
I'll never forget

There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye

No no no no

CHORUS
I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be
With you
congrats to all who got gd results for the Os!
to those whose results are not so good don't lose hope okaes!
one fine day success will be there!

lol

Jia you
left with about 10 months for the final lap of the BIG race!
just like what my dad always says when a runner is just 100 metres away from the finish line
kick!
lol
run as fast as you can baby!

know that there are a lot of expectations
but daddy and mummy says as long as effort is put in
the results don't matter so much to them (:

Work hard everybody!
you reap what you sow. =)

Sunday, January 20, 2008

I am literally coughing my lungs out
x(

I want A1 for chi o lvls!
lol
hope can get it. (:

CNY coming! can pig out. xD
valentine's coming! lol buy a rose for my dad to give to mummy. =D

oh crap
why I am starting to dislike 3rd lang classes??
i think its due to the drop in quality of food sold there
LOL.

brain is really crappy now..
so
i shall go get it to work
byes

Saturday, January 19, 2008

rushing and racing and running in circles
moving so fast I'm forgetting my purpose
blur of the traffic is sending me spinning
getting nowhere

my head and my heart are colliding chaotic
pace of the world I just wish I could stop it
Try to appear like I've got it together
I'm falling apart

save me
somebody take my hand and lead me
slow me down
don't let love pass me by
just show me how
cause I'm ready to fall

slow me down
don't let me live a lie
before my life flies by
I need you to slow me down

sometimes I fear that I might disappear
in the blur of fast forward I falter again
forgetting to breathe
I need to sleep
I'm getting nowhere

all that I've missed I see in the reflection
pass me while I wasn't paying attention
tired of rushing, racing and running
I'm falling apart

tell me
oh won't you take my hand and lead me
slow me down
don't let love pass me by
just show me how
cause I'm ready to fall

slow me down
don't let me live a lie
before my life flies by
i need you to slow me down

just show me
i need you to slow me down
slow me down
slow me down

the noise of the world is getting me caught up
chasing the clock and i wish i could stop it
just need to breathe
somebody please
slow me down

- Slow Me Down, Emmy Rossum

Saturday, January 5, 2008

(女)那教堂钟声太微弱 却敲痛心中的伤口
台上庄严典礼 纪念我输得彻底

(男)他揭开你面纱时候 一枚戒指将你紧扣
掌声将我吞没

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(女)面带笑容和你握手
(男) 祝福你们的生活
(合)怎却 那泪莫名地流

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(男)你洁白的婚礼 你多么的美丽 台下我的独角戏
(女)走进院子里 昨天的回忆
(合)如今随着花儿慢慢凋零
(男)你庄严的婚礼
(女)我演出的悲剧
(合)最后唯一的结局
(女)教堂的钟声 梦已破碎
(合)祝福声中听叶儿随风飞

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