(((:
fever has subsided x)

hmm..
thx wen jie
love you a lot! xD

i guess i won't be able to complete all hw by sat
its impossible!
the chi hw just give you mind blocks and you can't think of anything good.
tsk

i hate you x)

haha
talking with my another beloved cousin online
its a she
not guy x)

haha
nemo is cute x)
i am crapping a lot

haiyuh
i seriously don't look forward to next year
-_-
but i do look forward to seeing friends x)

there's 2 tests in the 2nd week of january
bio and geog
be prepared for it peeps!
and there's 2 chances for you to attempt chem quiz online!
not bad
yeah!!

obsessed with hw
x)

seriously i am bothered with this hu leng hu re attitude that almost everyone is giving me x(
i guess that teddy bears are the bestest friends you can find around x)
love all 8 of you!
x)
argh
jia you for chi hw everybody!

nights

hey another poem x)
from love fate destiny
chanced upon it (:

I will remember you as you are
See you for what you will be
Know you for what you want to be
Judge you for how you were with me
Know you from the place we met
Dislike some of the things you've said

I will remember you as my friend
I now know this is the end
Even though nothing lasts forever
I wish, as friends, we could remain together
One day we may need each other

You're still the Best Friend
I've had the pleasure of knowing
Now, the both of us need a while
For personal growing
We each just need some time apart
Enough time to make a brand new start
I will never forget what we once shared together
My Memories of You
Will always remain
Forever
Present in my heart

Jazzy M Jasmine

ugh
runny nose -_-
flu
my head hurts
slight fever..
and nobody replied my sms :(
haha
nvm
anyway
there was no electricity from nine till 3.30
hmm
only entertainment is radio in handphone
lol

sian
i think i used up tons of tissue
sorry trees
x(

i need comfort..
...........
there's nobody...
guess that's what a loner gets.
haha will seek comfort in my furry bear
sian
there's still chi hw to complete..

ok
bye ppl. x)

got this from:

Best Love Poems


We think about it,
sing about it,
dream about it,
and lose sleep worrying about it.

When we don't have it,
we search for it;
when we discover it,
we don't know what to do without it,
when we have it,
we fear losing it.

It's a constant source of pleasure and pain
but we can't predict from one minute to the next,
which could be today.

We love our parents,
our brothers and sisters,
our boyfriends and girlfriends,
our cats and dogs,
our comfortable shoes
and our baseball gloves.

Love
- It's a short word,
easy to spell,
difficult to define,
impossible to live without.

come to think of it
my malay is quite rusty now
tsk
must recap this hols
hmm
cikgu patimah is retiring :(
so next year is another cikgu
tsk
don't like oral
can't talk for oral
my brain just go blank

i think my bro go chalet le
don't care
lol

my room is a mess
not the table but the shelves and all
tsk

ulcer
ouch
forget it
do hw
blah
freakish
what am i doing?

haha
xD
byes

got this from daddy (:


The day I wished I knew Malay

Choosing to study French instead of Malay has handicapped this reporter

By Debbie Yong



THE recent push to encourage more young Singaporeans to take up Malay as a third language brings to mind a street poll I had to do for an article some time ago.

As I approached a couple, whom I had overhead chatting in English from afar, they suddenly switched their mode of conversation to Malay.

'Sorry, no English, speak Malay?' they muttered as they slowly backed away, despite my cajoling.

'Alamak, er, tak tahu,' I returned, which only made them chuckle at the cripplingly limited extent of my Malay vocabulary.

Though I was starting to think that months on the job had hardened my hide to rejection from the media-wary, this incident riled me.

It made me rue the day, 10 years ago, when the younger, more Western-oriented version of myself checked the box for French instead of Malay when given a choice to take up a third language in secondary school.

Had I been able to vocalise my thoughts in Malay to my interviewees during the poll, I might have saved myself the frustration.

Better still, I might have won over a greater measure of their trust and a sincere answer by using a language they are more familiar and comfortable with.

Language, after all, is more than a tool for communication. It is an identity marker that bands together the 'in' group from the 'out' group.

I often watch with envy as my parents and grandparents switch easily between Malay, English, Mandarin and Chinese dialects to banter with neighbours and heartland hawkers. They are, to me, truly emblematic of a racially harmonious Singapore.

Although I enjoyed my French classes which enabled me to navigate faraway continents, my grasp of the language has since weakened, mostly due to the lack of cultural context and conversation partners to keep up with here.

Malay conversation partners, on the other hand, are barely an HDB corridor oroffice cubicle away.

Still, while the clarity that age brings lets me see the wisdom in the ministry's push now, I wonder if things will change.

Learning a language requires a committed interest in its related culture, which cannot be induced by dangling a quick-fix carrot of two points off junior-college admission scores.

Even in my time, every student attending the MOE Language Centre already knew that those who chose Malay as a third language were making a wiser choice.

But we still went ahead and took our French, German and Japanese classes anyway.

After all, to be young is to be impulsive, to dream about faraway lands and to passionately pursue our interests - however impractical.

debyong@sph.com.sg

went westmall with wenjie, audrey, cp and kok ytd
watched enchanted
some parts were weird and somehow illogical
imagine the prince meeting the princess for the first time and saying lets get married tomorrow morning.
haha xD
maybe i am too pragmatic and can't appreciate such romantic gestures. x)

woke up at 12 plus today
piglet.
x)

doing hw now
hmm..
nth to do.
except for heymath which i am doing on foolscap now, don't trust the computer ><
then is geog, should take at most 1 hour to finish the 2 packages

haha
then left with chi!
which is the most difficult to finish
o.0
must brush up on languages this hols,
very impt ppl!

look forward to scrabulous
but hw have to be done first so i am going to navigate away from this page.
lol
byes

post later

yoohoo!
i used the whole afternoon studying kidney!
very very tiring so i came straight to scrabulous!
x)

ok
my mum is obsessed with Lakeshore
o.0

i aim to finish all hw by next week
and it is very possible x)
left with mainly chi only
wooh
no slacking
x))

cousins and aunt and uncle going taiwan to visit another cousin
departing on 5 dec!
uh
i have to chiong revision so not going x(
there's still next year
haha

ok
my new bear looks fierce
always having mood swings one that bear
funny
have to slap it to make it happy
o.0
-_-
T_T

ok
scrabulous time!

....
went chinatown today
erm the restaurant was ...
lol
kept laughing xD

still at bio
i know i am digressing
sian..
i think spa is ..
nvm
just hope sciences would be pulled down bcoz of that
heh..
i want to study my sec 4 ss now!
prepare ch this year
nxt yr conc on other subs
..
-_-
uh..

this hw list is for audrey (:

ENG: NONE
CHI: heh i hcl, dunno exp chi have what
A MATH: i think for audrey's grp is finish the binomial ws and eoy paper if you have
E MATH: 3 papers, heymath and kinematics ws
CHEMISTRY: 3 ws, spa skill 3 practise, self-study chpt 19 and 20, go asknlearn download ppt and ws and do online test (1 to 23 dec)
BIOLOGY: 4 ws(only need to do first 2), read chpt 11, prepare chpt 10 & 11 for class test, revise topics
GEOGRAPHY: 2 wkbk ws, tourism package and prepare tourism test in wk 2
CH: Nanhua SBQ, SS AND HIS eoy qns(those you did not do for eoy)

there should be no more..
revision left!

revising bio xD
haha
the person whom I have missed for a whole 9 days is finally going to be back in Sg in a couple of hours! yay!

scrabulous is ermm...
boring?!
i can't believe myself either
oh man

internet surfing is sian too xD
haiz
someone talk to me!
wenjie is going to board plane so she can't talk x)
haha
wooh
can't wait to see her
sheesh i seem so obsessed with her
ahem ahem
okaes
=D

wenjie is coming back!
wooh xD

only love lyrics (:

2am and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'll give my dreams just one more chance
To let this be our last goodbye

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

That's something only love can do

blah
bored
i have 8 bears now
LOL
searching for one with no fur
lol
pooh has no fur
but too ex la
can't afford

heh heh!
my cousin and grandma is here! x)
play uno uno!
pity my grandma don't play mahjhong!
kidding, i am crazy. xD

eh..
the ama paper not easy to do.
-_-
ok my brain is stupid
x(

do geog revision!!
i have given up on heymath after i lost the document containing my answers.
tsk
how can like that
waste my time, eyes, brains, fingers. >.<

seriously bored
need to find something to do
and there's virtually nobody to talk to on msn except for LJQ, LOL!
zzzz
.....
-_-
i want to buy pens of assorted colours, like purple to make my notes, erm more appealing to the eyes?
or i think i would sleep while reading it, too plain with just a few colours.
paiseh my eyes like colours

ah!
gtg byes
blah blah
no motivation to do chi hw
better do them!
my group ppl must do okaes!
=D

blah
NIGHTS!
or should i say EVENING
LOL
lame

heh
i want laptop
but daddy say after o lvl then can buy x)

haha
wait until then then can choose a good one
xD

3/4 peeps have fun at chalet!!
chemistry!

blah blah
money!

eh.
stomach upset neary killed me today
thx daddy!
heh heh
my dad's bdae coming up!
xD

scrabulous again wooh!
still studying chem
x)

wenjie is coming back this fri!
yay!
haha
oh man
i don't want to do hw already, so difficult.
haiyuh
aim to finish everything by end of 1 dec!
then 1 month revision
hiong right?
seriously nth to do at home except for tv, music, scrabulous and hw
lol

never touch marble cake right out from the fridge
intestines hate it
x(

scrabble!
x)
revising chemistry now.
x)
workaholics unite!
haha jasper is another workaholic
jia you!

study study
am not a freak
xD
cousin and grandma coming over i think
playtime!

ok
chionging hw
feeling very down and confused.
tsk
thx audrey for talking with me
and the lady who played scrabble today with me.
(:

...
2 days left
to boredom
i hate it man
i find sch very lovable now
tsk tsk
haha
to those going overseas, yi lu shun feng! (: :D
rmb to do hw 3/4 hcl peeps! x)

haha
being loved is a blessing x)

eh
dory fish is not bad after all
dolly get well soon! must fight off the stupid virus!

lots of hw
to accompany me x)
crazy la
who loves hw these days..
i just hope i don't lose the drive to study for o levels.
seeing seniors having fun makes me want to slack x)

okaes
super high singing inconsolable by backstreet boys with my bro x)
blah blah
nights. love all of you. (: :)

ah
left with ch and chi hw
see if i got mood to do heymath or not
heh
i seriously will miss sch when sch ends
tsk
i am abnormal
there's nth to do at home
coz most ppl are going overseas
so nobody to go out with
revision
parents are busy
haiyuh
hols are boring

blah
scrabble is so addicitve
can't stop playing..
heh
will start isketch
haha
xD
x)))
gotta play now
byes

Inconsolable by Backstreet Boys. (:

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor
I wanna let you walk away tonight without a word

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling
OOoh, if you were here right now,
I swear I'd tell you this

[Chorus:]
Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge,
But I can't take the fall, no
I've memorized the number
So why can't I make the call
Maybe cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility

[Chorus]

No, no, no

I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
That everything I hold in
Is everything I can't let go (oooh, can't let go)

Cause BABAYYYYY

[Chorus]

Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Oooh, I'm inconsolable
Whoaa yeah
I'm inconsolable

shit
i think i am damn unfilial
slap me scold me somebody pls.

Personality Test (:

The minute I heard my first love story,
I started looking for you, not knowing how blind that was.
Lovers don't finally meet somewhere.
They're in each other all along.
~ by Maulana Jalalu'ddin Rumi ~

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength,
While loving someone deeply gives you courage.
~ by Lao Tzu ~ * wow Lao Tzu (:

Sometimes we let affection,
go unspoken,
Sometimes we let our love
go unexpressed,
Sometimes we can't find words to tell
our feelings,
Especially towards those
we love the best.
~ by Author unknown ~

Inside the heart of each and every one of us there is a longing to be understood by someone who really cares. When a person is understood, he or she can put up with almost anything in the world.
~ by Rev Ed Hird ~

Love is an act of endless forgiveness
A tender look which becomes a habit.
~ by Peter Ustinov ~

The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart.
~ by Helen Keller ~

yay!
new hardware
free of charge wor!
x)))
thx so much man :)

tons of hw
finished 2 chem ws this afternoon
played uno
watched dvd
slack eh?
haha xD

there's e math,geog and chi to go!
drawn a lot of graphs lately
my free hand curves are still atrocious

human geog not so easy
must yong gong du shu!
cannot slack and sleep the hours away!

ok
wenjie said i am not as cheerful as before nowadays.
hmm
i will try to keep my smile up always :D

tv! tv!
haha
another source of distraction
playing scrabble now
very very shuang
bingoed!
x)

ok
the counseller said one may mistake admiration for another person to be romantic love
and that romantic love is only possible if the other party returns it
very true (:
so don't mix pure admiration for love
(:

com is still lagging
forget it
lately becoming sick and tired of school
tsk
meaningless..
don't see any purpose..
just exams and all

never thought i would be so fragile
i am sorry
i will control my tear glands i promise (:

lately
there's quite some problems
feel lazy
don't want to go and solve them

tourism
human geog is full of data in graphs,pie charts x)

watching Shang Dao
wooh
realised a lot of guys in there look like bears xD
no offence
bears are very cute.
x)))))))))
better shut up or my bro will kajiao me about bears......

hw
hw
hw
hw
hw
hw
love or hate it
its up to me
learn to love
forget how to hate

found this on Imeem
by LY (:

一个朋友告诉我，他哭了，为了一个女孩。
“你一定很爱很爱她吧。”

“是爱到不知道怎么办才好。”

“是吗？”

“男孩在你面前哭说明他已经快要窒息了,如果你拉住他的手，他真的可以陪你走完一生;如果你放弃了他，他会很难再回到以前的自己。”

他的话音刚落，我心中突然很压抑……想到了他——那个曾经为我哭泣的男孩。

那一个夜晚，那一个电话，那个男人，孩子般的男人，在我的那一端很用力的哭，孩子气的哭，很闷的声音，手心潮湿，很模糊的语句，：再给我们一个机会 ````再，我真的，真的，不可以没有你```我错了，好，好后悔````，听到他含糊的声音，含糊的哭泣，忽然觉得很温暖，很心疼，好心疼，痛的感觉像潮水，涌出来，没有预兆的，让人窒息````

如果对于明天没有要求，牵牵手就像旅游。可是，我们是那么认真的讨论过我们的未来，我们要一起去坐浪漫公车，一起闭着眼睛过马路，陪你一起去教堂弹钢琴，一起逛街挑选窗帘，一起散步遛狗，一起一起到老`````

我选择了原谅，给彼此一个机会，看到他的眼泪，拉住了他的手``现在，我很快乐

男孩，不轻易哭泣，只有面对最爱的人时，才会变得脆弱。

男孩，不轻易哭泣，只有在太爱你的时候，才会放下自尊。

女孩，如果有个男孩为你哭，请拉住他的手，他真的可以陪你走完一生。

女孩，如果有个男孩为你哭，请不要放弃他，也许一个选择会毁掉一个人。

喜欢一个人，在一起的时候会很开心
爱一个人，在一起的时候，会莫名的失落

喜欢一个人，你不会想到你们的将来
爱一个人，你们常常在一起憧憬明天

喜欢一个人，在一起的时候永远是欢乐
爱一个人，你会常常流泪

喜欢一个人，当你们好久不见，你会突然想起他
爱一个人，当你们好久不见，你会天天想着他

喜欢一个人，当你想起他，你会微微一笑
爱一个人，当你想起他，你会对着天空发呆

喜欢一个人，你会想,他有了孩子，你一定会很喜欢，
爱一个人，会有一天，你突然很好奇：将来我们的孩子会是什么样子

喜欢一个人就是希望大家都开心
爱一个人希望他会更开心

喜欢一个人，你要得只是今天
爱一个人，你期望的是永远

喜欢一个人，是看到了他的优点
爱一个人，是包容了他的缺点

喜欢和爱的区别就在于
当你站在你爱的人面前,你的心跳会加速
当你与你爱的人四目交投,你会害羞

但当你站在你喜欢的人面前,你只感到开心
但当你与你喜欢的人四目交投,你只会微笑.
　　　　
当你与你爱的人对话,你觉得难以启齿
当你爱的人哭,你会陪她一起哭

但当你和你喜欢的人对话,你可以畅所欲言
但当你喜欢的人哭,你会技巧的安慰她.
　　　　
当你不想再爱一个人,你要闭上眼睛并忍着泪水
当你不想再喜欢一个人,你只要掩住双耳!
　　　
喜欢，是一种心情
爱，是一种感情

喜欢，是一种直觉
爱，是一种感觉

喜欢，可以停止
爱，没有休止

喜欢一个人，特别自然
爱一个人，特别坦然

喜欢一个人，有时候盼和他在一起
爱一个人，有时候怕和他在一起

喜欢一个人，不停的和他争执
爱一个人，不停的为他付出

喜欢一个人，希望他可以随时找到自己
爱一个人，希望可以随时找到他

喜欢一个人，总是为他而笑
爱一个人，总是为他而哭

喜欢，是执着
爱，是值得

喜欢就是喜欢，很简单
爱就是爱，很复杂

喜欢你，却不一定爱你
爱你，就一定很喜欢你

其实，喜欢和爱仅一步之遥
但，想要迈这一步就看你
是喜欢迈这一步
还是爱迈这一步

I don't believe in love
coz i realised 'love' is actually like
hmm
lets wait patiently for true love
till that day will I know the worth of sacrfice

ok
for chi hw, to 3/4 peeps
go asknlearn to download the info package for the 2 qns that you have been tasked with
complete them and send to mr ng (:
then choose one of the two to write a full bao zhang bao dao
haha
(:
will inform all of you of your questions on monday
(:
remind me in case my brain fails to remind me x)
lol
i think mandy loves my laugh 0.o
((:
:))
just realised AVA is cold
auditorium also
but if i concentrate i feel nothing LOL!
must bring jacket for ema and CH lessons or i will freeze to death together with dolly x)

I think the com is having a BIG problem
coz it turns of by itself
it doesn't love me
):
D:

ytd went for last CIP session
quite ok except for the first unit we went to
did quite a lot of things for him
he is locked inside the house
quite pitiful..
it made me realise that there is a side of Sg that I don't really have a clear idea about
hmm....

charity work.
(:

the weekend is here!
but there's tons of hw to do.
esp e math
ok i am stupid
i need time to do e math

haha
((:
tsk
hol chi hw is very very demanding!
o.0
0.o
hmm
there's quite a lot of math lessons..
-_-

bio is .....