Friday, September 28, 2007

lol eng paper today
ok la.
chi paper i confirm fail liao
pek cek

lol
today was more of a talking session
i am a really bad person
hate me
i deserve it anyway

must chiong liao!
coz ama and bio paper confirm difficult!
ahh!!

Saturday, September 22, 2007

i will finish all bio by today
and malay plus a math tmr

screwed up today
sorry guys and gals..

ok
time for:

The Tag Game.
1. (the person who tagged you is) - Hanis.

2.(your relationship with him/her is) - Classmate. Friends.

3. (5 impressions you have of him/her) - Cute. Sweet. Helpful. Enthusiastic. Loves to smile.

4. (the most memorable thing he/she has done for you) - Birthday present!
5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you) - I love you, qini! lol

6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will) - ....... lol treasure her
7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be) - haha. that day won't come la.
8. (if he/she becomes your enemy, you will) - omg. i don't want to answer this. too devastating
9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be) - ehh... i offending her loh. i have a tendency to offend ppl. =x
10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is) - To be there for her whenever she needs me. i would do that for every friend.
11. (your overall impression of him/her is) - lol. Sweet and optimistic.

12. (how you think people around you will feel about you) - eh.. crazy person loh. and maybe arrogant.
13. (the characteristic you love about yourself is) - hardworking. lol
14. (the characteristic you hate about yourself is) - no concept of time.

15. (the most ideal person you want to be is) - improve on myself. i want to be a genius. lol

Hanis.
Zhi Ying.
Dolly.
Hui Jun.
Khin.
Wen Jie.
Shazana.
Thiky.
Kejun.
Pei Qi.

(Who is no.6 having a relationship with?) - lol her darling!

(Is no.9 a male or female?) - Female.

(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?) - erm. both are gals

(What is no.2 studying?) - NYGH! very smart!

(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?) - lol ytd

(What kind of music does no.8 like?) - eh not sure

(Does no.1 has any siblings?) - think so

(Will you woo no.3?) - LOL. she keeps rejecting me la

(How about no.7?) - haha. we like each other.

(Is no.4 single?) - should be. so cute!

(What’s the surname of no.5?) - khin myo myo zaw. =)

(What’s the hobby of no.4?) - reading japanese comics

(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?) - ok ba.

(Where is no.2 studying at?) - NYGH!

(Say something casual about no.1) - LOL! cute! gd luck for eoys!

(Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?) - no. lol

(Where does no.9 live?) - dunno.

(What colour does no.4 like?) - YELLOW. confirm

(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?) - no.

(Does no.7 like no.2?) - they don't know each other.

(How did you get to know no.2?) - Xnps. my darling. :)

(Does no.1 have any pets?) - don't think so.

(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?) - LOL. sexy. :D


off to chiong bio liao
=D

P.S.
wenjie looked gorgeous today
woah.

Friday, September 21, 2007

stole this from audrey AGAIN lol

taking a break from chemistry

Q: Kissed someone on your top friends?
A: No.

Q: Been arrested?
A: No.

Q: Kissed someone you didn't like?
A: No.

Q: You like someone?
A: Yes.

Q: Held a snake?
A: Yes.

Q: Been suspended from school?
A: No.

Q: Been fired from a job?
A: No,still a student.

Q: Sang karaoke?
A: Yes. With family and cousin!

Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
A: Loads of stuff.

Q: Laughed till you started crying?
A: No.

Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
A: No.

Q: Kissed in the rain?
A: No.

Q: Sang in the shower?
A: Yes. =D

Q: Sat on a roof top?
A: No.

Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
A: Yes.

Q: Broken a bone?
A: Nope.

Q: Shaved your head?
A: No.

Q: Played a prank on someone?
A: Yes.

Q: Had/have a gym membership?
A: No.

Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry?
A: No.

Q: Shot a gun?
A: No.

Q: Donated Blood?
A: No.

Q: Had your heart broken?
A: YES.

Q: Broken someone's heart?
A: Yes.

--


"Who was your last?"

LAST PERSON:

1. You hung out with?
A: Dong xue and LJQ in sch canteen. lol

3. You were in a car with?
A: Dolly, yesterday!

4. Went to the movies with?
A: hmm.. eh zhi ying

5. Went to the mall with?
A: daddy

6. You talked on the phone with?
A: um.. i think kang yao

7. Made you laugh?
A: lol tcp. xD

8. You hugged?
A: kejun

9. You cried with?
A: my bear.

WOULD YOU RATHER...?


1. Pierce your nose,tongue or lips or all three?
A: none.

2. Be serious or be funny?
A: i am both.

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
A: none. i have a slight allergy to milk

4. Die in a fire or get shot?
A: none.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon?
A: Moon.

2. Winter or Fall?
A: Fall.

3. Left or right?
A: left.

4. Sunny or rainy?
A: Rainy.

6. where do you stay?
A: Jurong west.

7. Favorite Song?
A: Westlife.

8. Do you want to get married?
A: Dunno.

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
A: I don't eat spaghetti

10. Do u know what am i talking about?
A: Ya sure.

11: Do u know where's 12?
A: huh?

13. Do You Cook?
A: eh.. not really but i can manage simple stuff.

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone?
A: no

2.Sang?
A: ya. to myself

3. been hugged
A. wenjie

4.hugged someone
A:wenjie

5.Danced Crazily?
A: haha just now

6. Cried?
A: no

7. Liked someone you can't have?
A: eh wenjie lol

ok back to chiong hw now!

Thursday, September 20, 2007

doing linear law now
after which I still have to do geog past year paper.
then revision
ah!!!!!!

today ms loh called me up for picture discussion
ok
screwed up
disorganised
repetitive points
haiz..
guess i will flop eng this time round
compre i either fail or just pass
then compo is very unstable, depends on the topic
situational writing i find it quite difficult now
walao
die liao
die liao

i shall kiss my grades goodbye now.

ahhhhhhhhhhhh!
i just realised i am actually very stupid.
mentally retarded la
...................................
T_T
my ama is atrocious
how on earth did i pass mye?
..................................

Sunday, September 16, 2007

lol

2/1 chalet from 15 to 17 oct.
kaes.
look forward to it.

chionged bio and a math today
doing english now

...............................................................................
some things are just beyond our control
i cannot control emotions.
so don't feel bad.
kaes?
wo yi jing kan kai le
qi shi wo ye hen xing fu. :)

eh
dunno if i heard wrongly
i tuned in to yes 933fm this afternoon and heard a song dedication to CSS 3/4! a guy dedicated. wonder if its commonwealth 2007 3/4! lol. =D

3/4 chalet is coming up too!

everybody jia you for EOYs!
hahahahaahahahahhahaah
STRENGTH
CONCENTRATION
OBSESSION
READ
ERUDITE
score!
yay!
lol

dawn lim jie ying
a nice name i gave to ljq! x)

seriously
I <3 your <3
but i know this <3 will not last
for it always disappears just when i am about to accept it.

wah
too emo liao
x(((((((((((

do revision liao!
byes!

Saturday, September 15, 2007

stole this from 1 of the 3 bdae girls today! audrey! x)
happy bdae to beloved peiqi, leeling and audrey!
yay!!

1. What is more difficult:
looking into someones eyes when telling how you feel,
or looking into someones eyes when they tell you how they feel?
Both. Coz its very gan ga.

2. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?
today. frustrated with studies.

3. You will die in three minutes. Last call?
to a lot of ppl to say sorry for the wrongs i have done.

4. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
obtain good O level results. OBSESSED sia.

5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love?
trust is vital in love, so trust.

6. You are walking to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street.
Your boss told you if you are late one more time you're fired. Do you save the dog ?
definitely save even though i am allergic to their fur. jiu ren yi ming sheng zao qi ji fu tu, lol even if its not a human
.
7. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
eh.. i blackmailed a lot of ppl. haha i know a lot of secrets which i am not supposed to know, but others know mine too.

8. Think of the last person who you know that died.
You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you do it?
my aunt. :`( yes, definitely. to tell her i love her.

9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
maybe. i am crazy, i make my friends laugh.

10. Does sex=love?
definitely no. the former is superficial.

11. Are you old fashioned?
yep.

12. Would you marry someone if they were unable to have sex?
haha. the guy must be able to make me satisfied emotionally, security is the issue. if he is nice, he's definitely a perfect life partner.

13. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them
or that you do not love them back?
do not love. coz i hate to break other ppl's heart, i don't really mind if my heart is broken. :/

14. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up?
my ambitions, family and friends. love them too much.

15. Romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
eh... dolly, when was the last time? =D

16. If you had to go back in time and change one thing,
if you HAD to, even if you have "no regrets" what would you change?
i would change my laziness in pri sch and do better for psle. lol

17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside,
you hear someone walking around outside your window.
my daddy of bf of the future. security comes first. P.S. my brother is more afraid of the dark than me. i have to protect him if he's with me.

18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
yes. jiu ren yi ming sheng zao qi ji fu tu. haha

19. You are holding onto your grandmother's dying hand and
the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff.
You have to let one go to save the other which one would it be?
none of the two. even if i have to die.

20. When and how was the last time you told someone how you REALLY feel?
huh? i don't tell other ppl directly. coz i don't know how to go about doing it.

If You had three months to live:

21. Do you tell anyone or everyone you are going to die?
eh not really.

22. What do you do with your remaining days?
repay everybody's kindness.

23. Would you be afraid?
both yes and no. yes coz i have a lot of dreams unfulfilled. no because death is also a new beginning.

haha
emo emo
doing bio tys!
Arrogant.
Bad.
Careless.
Damaging.
Evocative.
Freak.
Goofy.
Hell.
Irritating.
Joker.
Killer.
Lazy.
Mutilative.
Nobody.
Obsessed.
Provocative.
Queer.
Retarded.
Stupid.
Too dreamy.
Unattractive.
Very unlucky.
Weakling.
Xenophobic.
Yes-man.
Zitch.

26 words to describe me.
there's loads more.
I am a crazy freak.

I know if even I doubt my abilities, nobody will believe in me anymore.
But who is there to give me the assurance?
Nobody, no one at all.

I am beginning to doubt my worth, my abilities, my achievements.
What's wrong?
********************************************************************
maybe mugging does not help at all.

...........................................................

Go away virus
stop interfering with the computer system!
>.<
I am alone at home now
and I can't solve this problem.

HELP!!!!

Friday, September 14, 2007

stole this from audrey x)

1.Honestly what color is your shirt?
- White and yellow.

2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
- EOYs and O levels.

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
- Geography map reading and this.

4. Honestly, have you ever been in love ?
- heh heh not sure.

5. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
- erm....

6. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
- lol no my mum blocked the channel

7.Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
- Kang Yao to discuss chemistry

8.Honestly, are you jealous of somebody right now?
- no.

9. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?
- me failing

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
- yes, when i am extremely nervous

11. Honestly, do you use anyone?
- use? i consult.

12. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
- i want to see my tuition teacher! to ask qns!

13. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't like?
- no, i love all my friends. <3

14. Honestly, do you love someone very much?
- haha my family and friends

15. Honestly, does anyone like you?
- hmm...... :)

DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY (-.-????!!)

1. What do you do when you're mad?
- sit down, calm down OR laugh madly

2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
- torn paper which made my fingers bleed. almost fainted from loss of blood. x(

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
- no.

4. Do you swear when you're mad?
- absolutely. my whole family does that except for my mum

5. When was the last time you really cried?
- when i was stressed with malay oral and geog map reading. wenjie knows.




1. Do you smoke weed?
- what?

2. Have you kissed somebody in the last two weeks?
- my bear :)

3. Who's the last person's house you went to & stayed?
- eh my aunt's house in johor!

4. Miss someone?
- yep.

5. How's your ex doing?
- i don't have an ex.

6. Is there someone you want to fight?
- fight in terms of capability lol. so aggressive

7. Do you like someone right now?
- haha..... its a phase.

8. Song playing?
- WAY BACK INTO LOVE

9. What are you doing tomorrow?
- Go to CSS auditorium and concentrate for 2 hours for e math.

10. Do you know what sodomy is?
- I know. its very very pervertic. gay stuff la. search dictionary for ans if you want to know.

11. What's annoying you right now?
- wenjie! lol i am seriously not angry :)

12. Do you want to go back to high school?
- i have not even surpassed secondary school

13. Have you ever watched a movie drunk?
- no. beer stunts growth i am short enough

14. What are you doing tonight?
- mugging loh.

15. Who did you ride in a car with last?
- shazie!

16. Are you tired?
- yup.

17. Who will you be with today/tonight?
- family

18.What kind of socks do you have on?
- none

19. What color is the shirt you are wearing?
- white and yellow. xnps pe shirt.

20. What will you do on Sunday?
- mug. what do you think? lol

21. Last person to call you?
- kang yao again. exothermic,endothermic,enthalpy change, bond breaking and formation. i should have payment for consultation time. haha kust jk.

23. Does your family own any mansions?
- no. my family is not rich at all.

24. Do you have any interesting bruises or scars?
- eh they are not interesting

25. Where were you at noon today?
- a math extra lesson

26. How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
- 10 to 15 mins.

27. Have you been outside of the U.S.?
- hello. i am in asia-pacific.

28. The last 3 text you received on your mobile was from?
- wenjie, wen jie and wenjie. LOL

29. Last movie you watched?
- eh. don't rmb, too long ago. i don't have the time ok

31. Do you wish at 11:11?
- wish for good results loh

32. Do you wear any jewelry?
- hey no.

33. Next vacation you're going on?
- hmm next december after the O levels!

35. Do you have any piercings?
- no.

36. Last person you hugged?
- eh... my daddy! <3

37. The last time and place you went out to?
- ICA building this afternoon

38.Who/What made you angry today?
- heh wenjie. no la, just jk.

39. Do you sing in the shower?
- eh. sometimes ba. when i am bored.

40. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
- no.

41. Do you love anyone?
- lol. i do love a lot of ppl.

42. Have you ever had sex? When's the last time?
- what the... its crap. no la! walao

43. What's your fav. breed of dog?
- i am allergic to dog fur! =(

45. Do you find yourself loved?
- yes. i am loved.
46. Called anyone a bitch today?
- no.

48. What's the closest blue object to you?
- my drinking cup.

49. What is your natural hair color?
- Black.

50. What are you excited for?
- hmm. tmr?

51. Who's your best friend from out of the state you live in?
- no one i can think of now.

52. Who are you talking to on MSN?
- a while ago, jasper. :)
wah
damn paiseh today
>.< wenjie!
lol
nvm
don't think too much of it then can liao

hw + mugging!
woah jasper very hardworking!
nice and friendly guy. :)

you won't fail!
must believe in success!
wooh

ok
watching tv now
herman is a very sweet guy
zishan is so blessed!
=D

made IC today!
lol
i hate my photo
i have to live with it for 15 years
oh god

last paper(eng oral) ends on oct 12!
lol
shuang
bdae on that day then can celebrate!
=)

gtg
bye

Thursday, September 13, 2007

malay oral was screwed
combined humanities screwed
bio class test screwed
geog class test screwed
eng common test, total despair
i realise i really don't know a zillion words
omg.

oh well
i hope for a pass in english x(

malay is freaking hard
expecially when the conversation topic is how do you express your love for your parents.
stunned, stupefied, keep being prompted, nothing to say
fail liao!
............... :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

WAY BACK INTO LOVE
I smile whenever I think of you. lols.

Sunday, September 9, 2007

yay!
i finished revision!
but my blank mind does not register anything.
lol
lol
lol
lol


a lot of ppl never do chi hw!
T_T```
i have already confirmed that 2 ppl in my grp didn't do
chen qing must do ok!
haha
x)
or else LJQ will hound me again. >.<

i am left with a math revision paper
i completed half already!
haiz
memorise chemistry first then do.
x)))))))))))))) xDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

bye to my soft pillow
lol
hi to mugging
AGAIN!


I HATE SCHOOL
coz
expectations just SUCK!
you don't know STRESS!!!!

ah!!!!
i think a lot of teachers are giving up
don't!!!!!!
lol
i am so paranoid
i should just shut up and sleep
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............................................

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

mugging.
my future is very bleak.

我赫然发现自己配不上你 [in terms of intellectual capacity]

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

ok
i am planning to do a comprehensive English notes.
so who wants it?
LOL.
i think i am very crazy
extreme!!!

damn pek cek this afternoon
finally after much grumbles and headache
i finished two chi compos!
phew
lol

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
running out of time.
give me time
and i will love you
lol
that statement makes my love seems so cheapskate
never mind
its not cheapskate ok?
hahahahahahahahaha
at least i know that there are ppl who appreciates it! =D <3

ok
suddenly feel like analysing my name

奇倪

奇means weird/miracle
倪means person

so i conclude i am a weird person!
yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am a miracle coz of my stupidity in certain areas
haiz.
miracle has been given a negative connotation!
i am sry. lols..

i think a lot of teachers are unhappy with me
i shall take it in my stride.
be strong!
be strong!

-WILL YOU BE THERE FOR ME?-
lol......

Monday, September 3, 2007

ok
i am depressed because of my chem class test results
a B4!
-_-
i know i deserve this type of grades
last min studying always fails for me
but i can't seem to find time and concentration after the entire day of work work work

i slacked the afternoon away by sleeping
then i went for CIP.
lol
dolly is cute
and she loves both cats and dogs
CATDOG CATDOG!
LOL.

mugging!
=)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
remedials on thurs and fri
from 8 to 10 for thurs (bio+chem)
from 9 to 10 for fri (chem)
woohoo!!
going back to sch is tiring
but i can see friends!
LOL

today shazana's ring got stuck on my middle finger o.0
lol
i was exhausted when i managed to get it out
i swear i will never wear fitting rings again.
lol
buy bigger sized ones
and it will be easier to remove
lols.

ok
so there was no a math today
-_-
nvm.
went for dental checkup today
so she recommended braces
okaes.
i will have them put on after o levels
so the pain would not affect my already shrunken brain

P.S.
lately i can't write good essays
wondered how i managed to get those results in the past
must be real lucky
now lady's luck is gone
someone help me!
i need brain supplements!
lol

SERIOUS DIGRESSION

<333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
dolly! ke jun don't get jealous ok? i know you have many lesbian partners! =)

I am so full of crap nowadays
and i need someone to pour my crap out to (um.. the expression seems wrong, nvm)
so thx and sry for wasting your phone money xD

BYES.
i need to finish my 3 essays before i fall prey to huijun's teddy bear's sleeping charm. :)

Sunday, September 2, 2007

ok.
there's a lot of hw waiting for me
and i slacked/slept the whole sunday away
FREAK!
FREAK!
i hate myself man!
qini, you suck!

lols.
i am angry with myself
partly also because i am sorta confused lately
i shall heed hanis's advice!
haha xD

i am mugging a math sept hol rev wksht
finished trigo pw (11) already!
x((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

have to report at 8 tmr for bio, chem and a math!
T_T````````````````````````````````
plus CIP for 4 to 6.30 at toa payoh!
dolly!!!!!!!!!
hahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaha
i am currently stuck at a qns
i shall move on
tata
byes
yay!
qing gong feng yun is nice!
=DDDDD
but no time to watch la
i have malay oral kaes?
yeek!