The Colours of Life

2009-04-08T23:24:00.000-07:00

1) Economics
2) Effective Communication
3) IT Applications in Business I
4) Management and Organisational Behaviour
5) Principle of Accounting
6) Statistics for Business

6 subjects for sem 1
LOL

Gambate!! ^^

2009-04-06T23:07:00.000-07:00

received the PPP result slip

AND

realised essential speaking skills is counted in GPA

so weird...
since it's a GEM...

but in yr 1 sem 1 there is one module that's very similar to this..
maybe we are using this both as a GEM and for that module...

hmm
dunno..

somebody pls join current affairs and debating with qini!!
LOL

2009-04-06T20:24:00.000-07:00

waiting
waiting

for enrollment to be over
*hope my student card pic will be nice.. 3 years you know! xD

for friday night and wkn to come!

x)

and ultimately

for 2010 december to come quickly!

lol

ok
there's quite a few Standard Chartered documents to fill up.
sian
lol

bowling and k ge @ moberly!
haha

2009-04-03T18:37:00.000-07:00

lost my temper yesterday night at you
i am sorry...

i guess i am just too deprived of some things...
maybe desperate to feel loved already..

hope this blows over fast...
wake up faster pls..

2009-03-31T19:21:00.001-07:00

A-TEENS
A Perfect Match

(Boys Sing)
You spend your money on diamonds and pearls
I'd sell my car (just) to travel the world
I look broke baby - you got flash
But even so we're a perfect match

You're into fashion, dinners and art
I know the south park series by heart
You conversate baby - I talk trash
But even so we're a perfect match

(Girls Sing)
We're like night and day - White and black
But what we have is a perfect match
When I say this - you say that
But love comes easy 'cause opposites attract

(Boys Sing)
You keep your clothes looking crispy & clean
(alt.keep your clothes so fresh and so clean)
I got holes all over my jeans
You love "Grease" baby - I love "Snatch"
But even so we're a perfect match

(Girls Sing)
We're like night and day - White and black
But what we have is a perfect match
When I say this - you say that
But love comes easy 'cause opposites attract

I know - we'll beat the odds together
We'll keep our love intact - and prove that opposites attract

2009-03-30T21:09:00.000-07:00

A for all GEMs pls
3.5 for IDEAs pls

LOL
think i am crazy over grades le..

i didn't do my best during the 6 weeks
yea
so not really deservung of them if i really get them
but sure hope i do get them!!

just woke up at 12
hmm
i slept at 2
so that's 10 hours

well
dear asked me to sleep well this 2 weeks
=)
xD

jia you for PW. =D
me gambate for my modules.. LOL

2009-03-30T01:31:00.001-07:00

currently reading a novel: Wild Swans
SUPER thick
LOL

and I haven't typed my essay
sian

LOL
I found my thumbdrive!
Thx so much Hsiao Chin!! ^^

Can't wait to know my results for the 4 modules
hope they are good
=)

missing shou shou de zhu..
lol

2009-03-29T03:07:00.000-07:00

So glad everything's over..
=)))))))
need you in my life

will wait for you de
(:

jia you tgt!

yea
i want 3.5!!!
3 april faster come!
that's when i will know my grades for GEMs and IDEAs!!
hope they are good.
pls pls
if i get gd grades
free ice cream for you!! xD

2009-03-28T09:06:00.001-07:00

hmm
somehow
i just get the feeling
that you have changed quite a lot

is there sth you have to say to me?

i just want you to be absolutely honest with me
even if it hurts

i hate to be lied to

hope nothing is wrong

2009-03-27T22:14:00.000-07:00

3.5 3.5 3.5 3.5 3.5 3.5 3.5 pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls
i need 23 pts out of 30 to hit 3.5!!
seems possible but impossible too!!!!!!
no no no
pls pls pls pls

i think 3.0 sure can get
if 3.0 then i shall get 4.0 for all my core modules to make up for the bloody B minus!

LOL

rants rants

I guess emotional turmoils are part of life
and yea I sort of caused it myself
what a stupid qini
siao le
lol
anyway
i am glad its all over and we put it behind us and move on

thx for forgiving and forgetting
really cherish you

2009-03-26T23:48:00.000-07:00

PPP is over!

IDEAs..
theme was confusing [comments by teacher]
lol
just hope that can hit 3.5
=)

sometimes I just do really stupid things
guess thats just the crazy part of me

I hate myself

2009-03-22T04:28:00.000-07:00

QM test and tutorial tmr
haha
later then study

now do IDEA first

i want 3.5 GPA for IDEA
pls pls
LOL

2009-03-18T06:03:00.000-07:00

Currently slacking away at home
LOL
-oink oink-

how come he is immune to poking?
LOL
-poke poke-
while I am so senstive to poking?

hahahahahahaha
he's so math
i'm more lang
LOL
so different
guess this's called opposites attract
xD

next week is the last week of PPP le
then there will be 2 weeks of break
ok
then there's FOP
haiz
LOL
hope end results of PPP will be good
xD

I want a nice nice notebook skin!
xDD

LOL

I <3
CHICAGO: You're the inspiration
x)

2009-03-14T09:45:00.001-07:00

Still adapting to poly life!
LOL.

modules are hard okaes...
not like sec sch
totally different man..

haha
confidence was sort of shaken terribly last week
but after much consoling, encouraging by baby
I am ok now!
lol

this module i will try my best
but if i can't get what i want
i will work hard for other modules and up my dearest GPA.
-prays prays-
let me get at least 3.0 for this module
thats all i ask for
LOL.

if i can get into nbs
i will do whatever baby wants me to do!
except for some stuff =x
haha
xDD

i think i have to sleep earlier from now on and take care of myself
or else if anything happens again
baby will have to nag and nag at me again
hahahahahaha

BUT i love to have him nag at me
i want nagging forever
till my life ends
lol

hehe
once PPP ends
i am going to hibernate at home for 2 weeks
lol
and maybe wallow in despair after knowing the grades of my 4 modules

really true that O levels is not not not accurate!
scoring in o lvls doesn't mean anything in life man..
poly is the thing
or uni is
ok
both are.
haha

oh
tmr
1)study quality management
2)do understanding data( both topics)
3)type 400 word essay
4)prepare ESS CA3
5)study UD
6)think of ideas for IDEAs (LOL!) ok i don't like this module can

see see
so hectic!
where in the world do i find time to orh orh
you tell me
lol
so yup
you have to continue to nag at me
:DD

i am addicted to hot green tea
=D
it solves a lot of problems
but takes away my yearning for my bed too.
hmm

ok
too random today
LOL.

can't wait for next week!!
=D
x))
<3

2009-03-04T05:26:00.000-08:00

I want:

A laptop cooling pad
A nice laptop skin
An external hard disk

=DD

Mummy sponsoring the laptop skin
Daddy sponsoring the external hard disk

haha
last time baby said will buy cooling pad for me
LOL.
:pppp

just kidding...

bored
bored
bored
bored

can't wait for friday!!
come faster
come faster
xD

2009-03-03T00:32:00.000-08:00

Miss your shoulder
Miss your hands
Miss your head
Miss your smell
Miss your everything

Baby, you are needed in Qi Ni's life.
Haha. So you must keep your promise and yang wo yi bei zi kaes.
xD
:p

Lol.
Just realised I can't get into the 'study' and 'performing' mode..
Just hope all 3 GEMs and IDEA can get good grades.
Pls Pls
LOL.
don't have also ok...
jia you for the core modules!!
GAMBATE!!!
^^

Piggy keeps sleeping
LOL.
-oink oink-
friday faster come!!
~~~~

2009-02-28T19:42:00.000-08:00

<3 this song.. =)

haha have to study for QM test tmr. (:
Baby and darling are working hard tgt. =D
this is what we have always wanted.
love you.

当你看着我
我没有开口已被你猜透
爱是没把握
还是没有符合你的要求
是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让实现开始闪烁
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由
那是一起死守
哦~第一次吻你深深的酒窝
想要清醒却冲昏了头
哦~第一次你躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道天长地久

是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让视线开始闪烁
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由......对我

感觉你属于我
感觉你的眼朦
第一次就决定绝不回错
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由
那是一起死守
哦~第一次吻你深深的酒窝
想要清醒却冲昏了头
哦~第一次你躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道天长地久

2009-02-27T04:29:00.000-08:00

4 MORE WEEKS TO GO
then PPP is going to end!

hope can get good grades
LOL
I want mei mei de cert...
haha
but don't have also nvm
lol

modules are ok
TONS of presentations
haha

about 3 weeks to seeing him
I can't wait
ahh
time pass quickly pls

miss you..

2009-02-17T22:31:00.000-08:00

I <3 Shi Xin Hui xD

听音乐已奏响
千万双期待的目光
凝聚在舞台中央

看裙角在飞扬
日与夜酝酿的梦想
就在这一刻终于点燃

多少次跌跌撞撞
终究没有退让
从未摇晃握紧的方向

所有的星光为我闪亮
我创造属于我的辉煌

听喝彩声回响
热情开始无限高涨
心连成舞的海洋

看炫耀的灯光
华丽的舞装像花绽放
装载着梦想自由旋转

多少次泪在眼眶
我用微笑抵挡
告诉自己总会有答案

所有的掌声给我力量
梦想的彩虹就在前方

多少次泪在眼眶
我用微笑抵挡
告诉自己总会有答案

所有的掌声给我力量
梦想的彩虹就在前方

我用心舞出每一个希望

2009-02-13T04:17:00.000-08:00

你小心翼翼牵我手
其实是担忧藏不住我
自尊也投降活在她之下
我好傻

你字字句句说你不爱她
那又是什么让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅因为你留下
我好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在让我更寂寞

你寸步不离像天使的她
挥霍我的爱从不放心上
我有一丝无奈也有一些明白
该放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

谁说我不在意空等候
原来你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

你没想像中爱我

2009-02-12T20:22:00.000-08:00

Next week lectures start! >.<
LOL. ok.
I prefer lessons to orientation. ^^

Tmr is Valentine's Day.
hmm.

Tigger baby is sunbathing now! ^^

I LOVE SCRABBLE.
=DDDDDDDDDDD
somebody play with me!!
I just played with someone from New York City.
LAUGHS.
haha
it was a super tight game
tsk tsk
but the challenge is fun!!
^^

haha
april come quickly!! ^^

2009-01-16T04:46:00.000-08:00

Long time no post!
Lol.
ok.

I intended to neglect this blog till the end of O Lvls.
BUT after O lvls I became too lazy to type and do stuff coz I kept sticking to the sofa, com chair and bed.

but since sch is starting soon, [SP here I come in FEB!!], must start typing.
Must get used to typing and reading.
LOL!

went out with best friend, matin and <3 too! kian hwee and fazly came too! These huys made the outing so memorable.. thx guys. =)
Minds Cafe is great!!!
lol
the iced peach tea is great! I love it.
$5 for happy hour from 2 to 6 pm on weekdays!
FREE flow of drinks and board games!=D

lol
don't want to talk much about O Lvl results..
BUT need to say, Mrs Yeo I met your expectations! LOL x))

LOL
but I do want to thank lots of ppl!
all the teachers @ CSS who have taught qini!
A BIG THANK YOU.
If not for you all, I would not have what I got.

Want to thank Cikgu Norizan and Cikgu Patimah too. You 2 made learning malay so fun and relaxing. =)
Thank you. Xie Xie. Terima Kasih.

Must thank my family, friends and <3 too!
Thank you all for the unwavering support! xD

Daddy: Thanks so much for ferrying me around! Without you I wouldn't be able to continue with malay and get home so fast and rest! xD

Mummy: Thank you for taking leave during O levels and taking care of me! All the water and vitamins. And of coz the reassurance and 'best of whole world luck"! They really helped! =D

Friends: Thanks for making studying fun and enjoyable! LOL. And for asking qns. They were super helpful. (: KY don't forget you OWE me a BIG one. xDD

<3: Thank you baby.. For being there for me always.. Whenever I am down an sms from you brightens my day.. You gave me the strength to hold on whenever I felt like giving up. The reassurance that I will always have you to fall back on is great. Xie xie bao bei for the never ending encouragement.. Jia you tgt always! :) <3

Tuition teachers!
Need to thank too! haha :D

Ivan[sec 3 math]: thx for the guidance and help in math and chem!! xD you are teaching bro too now! LOL.

Jun hao[sec 4 math]: humorous and helpful guy! LOL. xie xie ni for helping me with math with all the practice papers and trick qns.. And the lucky charm and cute stuff! LOL All the best for uni in NUS and of coz for you & your gf. x)) And yea, hard work does pay off. xD

Mdm Soh[sec 3 eng]: Patient and helpful teacher. She helped me a lot in English. Brushing up my language standard and general knowledge. She helped with my presentation skills too. Even though she's not around now, I will remember and respect her forever. Thank you so much. (: You will be blessed.

Lim lin[sec4 eng]: Strict but caring teacher! LOL. She's a great teacher for english. Gives quite a lot but manageable work. Has high demands but hey that pushes you beyond your comfort zone! She's great for General Paper. LOL. Although I won't take it. Thank you for having confidence in me! Glad I didn't disappoint you. =P

AND FOR THE FINALE~~
the TUITION CENTRE!
LOL
Which gave me the chance to know these great ppl. =D
RAINFOREST EDUCATION CENTRE @ Blk 960 Jurong West St 92 #01-180
[Singapore 640960]
lol

-advertisement-
It holds small classes. Great for students who need attention!
Very affordable fees and comfy environment. Aircon you know. xD Its quiet too.
Classes available for all pri and sec lvls.
Find 2-3 ppl who wants help in the same sub and tada! RAINFOREST will have a class for you!
[subject to availability of teachers]
LOL.
~CONTACT INFO:
Tel: 63970961
Email: rainforest_edu@yahoo.com.sg
Contact Jamie Tan. =)

Join, work hard and you will see fabulous results! Distinctions.. (:
Of coz, the most impt thing is to work hard.
Nobody can help you if you YOURSELF don't want to help YOURSELF. x)

I will work hard for my future de.
Even though some ppl did raise some doubts about choosing SP for business admin.
lol.

Look forward to sch!
can see wen jie more often. LOL. she's gonna be so happy. xDD

Jia you everybody!
All the best for JC and poly! xDD

Oh yea,
I just realised I need to do more community work.
Really lack experience in this area.

LOL.
I am getting a NEW phone and NOTEBOOK! =D
my dad's wallet is going to shrink!
lol x))

Bye for now! lol
can't wait for next mon to meet rafiq, dolly and da ge!
lol

P.S. I MISS 4/4 a lot a lot...
Want to go back to the old days where we studied and had loads of fun tgt.
Even though I am portrayed as a study freak in class, I do love the madness in our class!
The 'madness' is cool. It beats studying all day. LOL. x)It's relaxing kaes. xD
Qi Ni is lucky to have all of you as classmates! xD
Life needs such ppl to be complete. :)
Thank you for completing a chapter of my life.
<3
Will remember all of you in my heart forever...

Gotta go..
lol
so long de post
x)

2008-09-13T17:04:00.001-07:00

2008-09-13T16:30:00.001-07:00

If I have no tomorrow

Will you still be my guardian angel

2008-09-12T03:31:00.000-07:00

PRELIM 2 IS OVER!
yay!
lol
but next week results
hmm

no matter what the outcome is
lose the past
work hard towards o lvl!

jia you baby..
(:

jia you qini too.. lol xD

2008-09-07T04:11:00.000-07:00

zzzz...
prelim 2
no good feeling about it..
but will try my best

<3

2008-06-27T20:49:00.001-07:00

2 freaking weeks to prelims!
time is crazy
ok
I must admit I slacked a lot of time away on the floor and on the sofa

next 2 weeks must pia papers le
zzzz....
wonder when I can lie on my bed for 9 hours straight again

uh
what i deduced from the most recent chinese lesson is that
要懂得照顾好自己
不可依赖他人
同时也要找到可相辅相成的人

zzz...

-anything should not distract you, but lead you on on the journey of life-

2008-06-09T21:08:00.001-07:00

HISTORY!
x))
lol
I will never finish hw
too much le
revision and hw
of coz revision
no revision = can't do hw for me
lol

i think the worst subject is CH
zzz...
but will work hard to get A1
for mdm ker!
xD

2008-06-07T08:57:00.001-07:00

用起伏的背影擋住哭泣的心
有些故事不必說給每個人聽
許多眼睛看的太淺太近
錯過我沒被看見那個自己

用簡單的言語解開超載的心
有些情緒是該說給懂的人聽
你的熱淚比我激動憐惜
我發誓要更努力更有勇氣

等下一個天亮去上次牽手賞花那里散步好嗎
有些積雪會自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂

等下一個天亮把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我飛舞的頭發
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光

用簡單的言語解開超載的心
有些情緒是該說給懂的人聽
你的熱淚比我激動憐惜
我發誓要更努力更有勇氣

等下一個天亮去上次牽手賞花那里散步好嗎
有些積雪會自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂

等下一個天亮把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我飛舞的頭發
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光

時間可以磨去我的棱角
有些堅持卻永遠磨不掉
請容許我小小的驕傲
因為有你這樣的依靠

等下一個天亮去上次牽手賞花那里散步好嗎
有些積雪會自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂
等下一個天亮把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我飛舞的頭發
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光

2008-06-06T00:39:00.000-07:00

lol
back to blogging after like a century xD

SP open house was fruitful
thx! (:

imeem is currently under maintenance
so have to switch to other ways for music

zzz...
i think i can't finish revision and all the hw
i can't think of any way besides not sleeping and neglecting the com
but too bad
i need sleep, the com and the tv
hehe

scared scared...
zzz...
prelims gonna kill
so must prepare mentally to be demoralised
lol

x))
off to do tables for rivers and coasts
lol

2008-05-22T05:18:00.000-07:00

wow..
just realised how abandoned my blog is
hmm...
well lately so many things have happened
the earthquake and cyclone
quite down lately
hope the survivors will carry on with their lives strongly
i think its everybody's wish

ok
sth about sch
prelims coming
er..
i am like slacking
decelerating
zzz..
chi week makes me feel like O lvls is over
zzz...

oh ya
i just realised molecular genetics is huh?????
i dunno a lot of things
die

i need to pia languages le
last time complacent = results drop!!
zzzzz........

ok
i deduce i get pissed easily
i think its due to chi week
dunno..
just don't really like it ah..
i will try to smile more
hehe ((:

jia you for O lvl chi
4/4 peeps! and jia sheng from 3rd lang
=D

ehh....
i want my bear..
zz...
but i realised bears nowadays cost a bomb
so i treat my bears as being adopted by me then i go visit them when i go to shops
lol
not bad
can look
F.O.C
=D
hehe

ehh..
i think i have to watch less of tv
a lot of time gone

life is precious
cherish it
and your loved ones
<3

zzz...
piglet-bear is gonna do bio, then math and eng tuition hw
then
zzzzzzzzzzzzz...........

-maybe-
-I don't know-
一切随缘
不会刻意强求

2008-05-09T02:23:00.000-07:00

TONS OF HW!!!!
esp BIO!!
and there's BIO COMMON TEST TO STUDY FOR!!!!
>.<

ok
I deduce that Imeem does not like me
coz it doesn't allow me to upload my study music!
ehh..

Mdm Chang is coming back on Mon!
=D

Mdm Ros's lessons are ever so fun!
she makes geog so enjoyable
-laughs laughs-

zzz....

my pillow is super soft in the morning!
very tempted to bring it on the car
muahahaha

coming sunday is mother's day!!
=))

2008-05-08T08:23:00.001-07:00

谢谢你的关照　我一切都好
一个人　不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙　却不能为了寂寞　又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待　仔细寻找　感觉很重要
宁可空白了手　等候一次　真心的拥抱

2008-05-02T07:41:00.000-07:00

ehh..
i am craving for hot green tea! =D
haha
maybe its due to me eating 2 bread just now
hungry ma

this wkn must work hard
ppl jia you
try to find joy somehow when working
it will make the process so much more enjoyable

2008-04-30T07:50:00.000-07:00

a lot of tests this period of time
especially got banding test
haiyuh
sian uh..

i am so not prepared for e math ct and eng banding test
die
die
zen me ban?!!!

i am looking forward to the wkn
=D
more time
can catch up on freaking revision

ppl read the magazine on food issues
useful for geography of food!
x)

P.S. happy bdae anne! (:

off to do c.f. ws
=(
lol

2008-04-26T10:39:00.001-07:00

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ..... for me ...

2008-04-25T03:47:00.001-07:00

ahh
my specs the covering peeled off
never mind
can't really see it anyway
haha
x)

happy bdae darl! =D

wah
this wkn is pia pia pia pia pia
hw + revision
mountain
work Work WOrk WORk WORK

LOL

gtg
eat dinner
then tuition
x)

男人总不懂女人眼泪真实的意义
女人猜不透男人忽然沉默的背景

2008-04-20T04:01:00.000-07:00

zzz..
tons of math to settle
but i slacked away sat and sun morning
lol
but nice to relax ma

surprisingly i woke up at 10 today!
2.5 hrs earlier than normal
guess too dehydrated must consume water

adam khoo workshop
eh..
so late
then I have to do e-learning
>.<
heng cikgu said she would take note
haha
=D
means i can hand in late
((:

i realised there's not time for everything
esp humans sub
i am so not prepared!
last yr too complacent le
die

must pia from now
go girl!
=)

2008-04-11T08:26:00.000-07:00

zzz...
games day was super sian
and tiring
reached home at 2 plus
to mel: I took public transport and shaz has the evidence!! xD

zzz...
slept till 5 plus straight after reaching home
so i sorta ate 2 meals together
-full-

okie
tmr chem project at shawn's house
with wj
=D

-go and do geog-

原来我在你心中是那么的渺小

2008-04-10T03:03:00.000-07:00

zzz...
my eyes hurt like crap
>.<
eye-drops are useless for me now.
0.0

tmr is games day
....
o.o
CCAB is so far away
nvm
last year
xD
enjoy it ppl!

I want to sleep. x)

lol both wj and I love macaroni
x))

life is quite stressful lately
with chi mock exam just before malay
-_-

我发现我变笨了，傻了。
但有些时候傻傻的会更开心。 (:

2008-04-05T21:46:00.000-07:00

zzz...
have math and malay to do
Double M! x)

tsk
i am gonna fail my chem and get bad results for ch... o.0

2008-03-30T02:09:00.000-07:00

ok
I HATE CHEMISTRY!!!!
arghh!!!
so difficult can
its impossible

lol
if wenjie sees this, she will give me the stare x))
but its really irritating
-_-

and there's bio spa tmr
o.0
i woke up at 12.50 today
-oink-
but i slept at 3.45 ytd
0.0
coz of combined humans....
zzz....

periodic table, metals and electrolysis is crap
=x
oxidation and reduction also quite crappy
haiyuh

off to studying..

2008-03-28T08:24:00.000-07:00

found the song on imeem!
happy happy!
chionging eng report now
tmr morning tuition ah..

quite a bit of work this wkn
zzz...

imeem is lagging.. =/

2008-03-28T04:25:00.000-07:00

I WANT THIS SONG!!
http://www.sing8.com/song/2/2312/87631.htm
hehe
but my bro can't find it anywhere
hmm.....
o.0

this song has some chim chinese in it
LOL.

《新醉打金枝片尾曲(西厢)》
午夜寂寞的花丛有一只蝴蝶飞动
浩大的月亮爬上树梢跳荡在水中
是谁轻轻招手在午夜的梦中
隔着月色的帘珑咳嗽一声
胭脂沾染了露水转眼萧萧枫叶红
满地黄花留不住那一个赶考的书生
是谁妩媚风中似水流年如梦
洒满花影的西厢月落无声
缠绵的花腔消散在夜空
落幕的舞台唤不醒千年旧梦
昨夜的莺莺昨夜的张生
洗去胭脂何去何从
寺外的官兵早已是观众
汹涌的掌声留不住戏子笑容
做一回莺莺做一回张生
涂上胭脂活在戏中

nice nice!! =D

heh..
going to tuition in about 20 mins time
x))

2008-03-22T02:28:00.000-07:00

LOL
I am intending to post my notes online(eng only)
to serve as a motivation to study english.. o.0

slacked the whole day away practically
finished malay
now doing math
x))

O lvls seem so far yet so near
its weird
ugh
my pillow is in the wash!
means I have to sleep on my smiley cushion LOL

I don't want to idle my life away
someone tell me what to do
I need a compass
a BIG and ACCURATE one

2008-03-14T02:52:00.001-07:00

the hols are going to be over
i need one more week
lol
no time no time~~

should i abandon chi?
let me think about it
haha

2008-03-11T01:30:00.001-07:00

:)))) Puzzle of my heart by Westlife
dedicate this song to me
lol
jk..

{That's how you know}
from the movie ENCHANTED

(A Capella, Giselle)
How does she know you love her?
How does she know she's yours?
(Marlon Saunders - Calypso Singer)
How does she know that you love her?
(Giselle)
How do you show her you love her?
(Together)
How does she know that you really
really
Truly love her?
How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?
How does she know that you really really truly love her?
(Giselle)
It's not enough to take the one you love for granted
You must remind her or she'll be inclined to say
"How do I know he loves me?
How do I know he's mine?"

Well does he leave a little note to tell you you are on his mind?
Send you yellow flowers when the sky is grey?
He'll find a new way to show you a little bit every day
That's how you know
That's how you know he's your love

(Calypso Singer)
You got to show her you need her
Don't treat her like a mind reader
Each little something to lead her to believe you love her

(Giselle)
Everybody wants to live happily ever after
Everybody wants to know their true love is true
How do you know he loves you?
How do you know he's yours?

Well does he take you out dancing just so he can hold you close?
Dedicate a song with words meant just for you?
He'll find his own way to tell you with the little things he'll do
That's how you know
That's how you know he's your love
He's your love

That's how you he loves you
That's how you know it's true

Because he'll wear your favorite color just so he can match your eyes
Plan a private picnic by the fire's glow
His heart will be yours forever
Something everyday will show
That's how you know (x5)
That's how you know he's your love
That's how you know
That's how you know he's your love

(Calypso Singer)
That's how she know that you love her
That's how you show her you love her (That's how you know)

(Everyone)
You've got to show her you need her
Don't treat her like a mind reader
How do you know that you love her (That's how you know)
That's how you know that you love her (He's your love)
It's not enough to take the one you love for granted

2008-03-10T22:42:00.000-07:00

LOL
posting the holiday homework upon request =D

ENGLISH: 3 sets of vocab ws + 2 vocab ws given previously(if you have not done)

HIGHER CHINESE: 1 bao zhang bao dao, 1 gong han, 1 si han(choose own qns from tys) 3 paper 2(shi ti yang ben, 2005,2006)
(only applicable to wen jie,mandy,josephine&zhi peng)

ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS: 3 practice ws + rate of change notes + rate of change practice ws
(not applicable to those who dropped)

ELEMENTARY MATHEMATICS: 3 practice ws

CHEMISTRY: 1 ws + revision for electrolysis class test

BIOLOGY: 4 ecology ws + self-study for chpt 21 & 22

GEOGRAPHY: EX10.3(wb pg 77-78), Individual Revision(wb pg 85-87), revision for industry class test on 1st week of term 2

COMBINED HUMANITIES: study for common test(Social Studies chpt 1: SBQ + SEQ)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

MALAY: Jurnal, buku kerja muka surat 5 dan 8, kefahaman dan cloze, menyediakan lisan(tajuk di portal)
[only applicable to 3rd lang peeps] x))

P.S. do revision for all subs x)

And math on thurs is from 9 to 11. lol.

2008-03-10T01:19:00.000-07:00

心为何要像宿醉
痛为何还不退

说无所谓
太虚伪太可悲

2008-03-07T16:56:00.000-08:00

There are no impossible dreams
Just a limited perception of what is possible

go for your dreams people. =)

Its not how much you do
But how much love you put into doing it

uhh..
so I shall go and love all my subjects?
lol
wo ai ni men!
x))

2008-03-06T23:06:00.001-08:00

progress report..
zzz...
not very satisfied with it..
but
will work hard and get better grades! =D

working on my 'killer' essay
LOL
either write about a real murderer or a disease
or are there other ideas?
racking my brains...

2008-03-06T03:36:00.000-08:00

ok
next tues:bio 8.30-10 am
next thurs:a math 9-12
hehe
not as much as I expected..
got a lot of hw though.
for the entire week:revision!
wkn: hw!
zzz....

progress report tmr!
die
die

2008-03-04T03:16:00.000-08:00

hehe
rarely online on tuesdays
but i am here
mainly due to the fact that I have to complete my bio ws on hormones

ok
ch test today was totally screwed
=x

holidays next week!
i can predict a ton of assignements and revision
PLUS extra lessons or remedials
the extra time will be used for sleeping

zzz...
mind was wandering around during the first half of the english lesson
the 2nd part was exhilirating
lol

i don't want to get back my progress report
i failed eng for pete's sake!!
i am going to be killed by a lot of ppl..
but no use running away from reality

anyway its not that accurate anyway
how can you judge a person's ability by just one test..
although the O lvls undertake this method..

jia you and work hard
time is ticking away
so fast
so fast

-want o lvl to be over asap, but reluctant to let go of the sch-
what an irony

okaes
gotta go do the bio ws and maths then study for vectors retest on thurs..

to dashboard: cya in a week's time probably =D

2008-02-22T08:15:00.000-08:00

slept after lunch till dinner time
zzz...
then math tuition lol
quite fun =D

the teacher is from chinese high
got the study look
lol

tmr is flag day x)
eh..
broke..

got quite a bit of work but don't know what to start with

heh..
common test
i want 80% and above x) so ambitious.. -_-
jia you!
=D

lol
got tons of chocolate at home
who wants?

my room is in a mess again
crap..

phone needs a battery change
gets flat in a few days after charging 0.0

chi class test was difficult..
sian..

absolute no fluency in flow of thoughts
ahh..
geog ct must have flow of thoughts or else level 1 only kaes

slping helps boost brain power i just realised
so slp ppl..
nights

2008-02-16T10:04:00.001-08:00

Kau melodi yang indah
Menusuk di jiwa
Tanpamu
Hidupku tak bermakna
多么实在的感觉望著你的脸
这一刻我到了被人遗忘的永远
Pertemuan yang tanpa diduga
像迷路的人找到回家的路线
Engkau bak lagu dan aku bagai irama
Bersatu kita mewarnai hidup bersama
Tanpamu hilanglah nadi kita berdua
Menderita tiada haluan
Woo~ 在我心里最动听的melody

Kau melodi yang indah
Menusuk di jiwa
Tanpamu
Hidupku tak bermakna
多么实在的感觉望著你的脸
这一刻我到了被人遗忘的永远
Pertemuan yang tanpa diduga
像迷路的人找到回家的路线
Engkau bak lagu dan aku bagai irama
Bersatu kita mewarnai hidup bersama
Tanpamu hilanglah nadi kita berdua
Menderita tiada haluan
Woo~ 在我心里最动听的melody

Engkau bak lagu dan aku bagai irama
Bersatu kita mewarnai hidup bersama
Tanpamu hilanglah nadi kita berdua
Menderita tiada haluan
Woo~ 在我心里最动听的melody

Menderita tiada haluan
Woo~ 在我心里最动听的melody

2008-02-16T09:42:00.000-08:00

15 mins to 2
lol

oh crap
I think I am gonna fail my history for the first time in my entire life...
-_-
i hate monday

but oh well
stumble and fall
its the heart of it all
(:

-try again-

common test
put alarm to wake up early loh..
zzzz....
but what's the use of alarm
i will just switch it off and go back to sleep until my mum wakes me up for lunch
ok
lol
mummy is asking me not to turn her into a piglet's mother
so I shall sleep now....

but piglets are cute what
hahahahaha

haiyuh cca....

too sian..
can I pon? the ans is a big NO...
crap...

nights..
<3

ok
i am deceiving myself
manu arsenal game on tv
how to sleep?
lol.

watch until half time then slp...
do maths loh..
x)

2008-02-09T06:04:00.000-08:00

-bored-
tons of hw left
x)
I need to talk to someone.. 0.0

Lets101 Quizzes - Quizzes For Fun

2008-02-08T07:27:00.000-08:00

I know its silly and immature of me
but I sort of.

oh great
I know its hard
but I will stop this as soon as possible

hope you all would have a wonderful valentine's
seeing you all happy is sufficient
I don't need anything else

ok
my relatives are telling me to jia you for this year
would hate to diappoint them
but as long as I have tried my best
my conscience is clear.

haha
okaes
I have been sleeping at 2 2 days ago and 3 yesterday..
thank you (:
its always nice to have someone to talk to when you can't sleep
x)

didn't eat a lot today
going downstairs to find food
lol
not used to climbing up and down stairs
I have become lazy!
since 4/4 is on the first floor and my home back in Sg has only one storey
climbing stairs is a strange thing
LOL!
unless the lift breaks down then I have to climb 10 full storeys!
oh well
done it several times before.

ah...
why am I crapping away when my e math hw is lying on the computer desk
between the com and hw
i shall resist temptations and do hw

lol
to wen jie: come online when you are free
need to talk to you about sth
(:

nights.
love always

2008-01-31T06:06:00.001-08:00

其实我的安静有迹可寻
只是你不太留心而已
如果说两个人在一起
比一个人孤寂爱会不会过期
渐渐你成为我部落格里
被别人阅览着的心情
我听说流言的人会有个面具
那个匿名的会不会就是你
我还是介意你的话
总在无意间变化
介意你对爱的想法
和我有了分岔
我介意你没忘了她
介意你还放不下
该迁就还是一笑而罢

渐渐你成为我部落格里
被别人阅览着的心情
我听说流言的人会有个面具
那个匿名的会不会就是你
我还是介意你的话
总在无意间变化
介意你对爱的想法
和我有了分岔
我介意你没忘了她
介意你还放不下
该迁就还是一笑而罢

我还是介意你的话
总在无意间变化
介意你对爱的想法
和我有了分岔
我介意你没忘了她
介意你还放不下
该迁就还是一笑而罢

2008-01-24T05:58:00.001-08:00

Everybody's got something
They had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday
That just seems to grow with time

There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
All this I know but still I can't find ways
To let you know

CHORUS
I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
And tomorrow can never be
Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind

There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
All this I know but still I can't find ways
To let you go

CHORUS
I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

You'll always be the dream
That fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby
You'll always be the one I know
I'll never forget

There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye

No no no no

CHORUS
I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be
With you

2008-01-24T05:49:00.000-08:00

congrats to all who got gd results for the Os!
to those whose results are not so good don't lose hope okaes!
one fine day success will be there!

lol

Jia you
left with about 10 months for the final lap of the BIG race!
just like what my dad always says when a runner is just 100 metres away from the finish line
kick!
lol
run as fast as you can baby!

know that there are a lot of expectations
but daddy and mummy says as long as effort is put in
the results don't matter so much to them (:

Work hard everybody!
you reap what you sow. =)

2008-01-20T01:39:00.000-08:00

I am literally coughing my lungs out
x(

I want A1 for chi o lvls!
lol
hope can get it. (:

CNY coming! can pig out. xD
valentine's coming! lol buy a rose for my dad to give to mummy. =D

oh crap
why I am starting to dislike 3rd lang classes??
i think its due to the drop in quality of food sold there
LOL.

brain is really crappy now..
so
i shall go get it to work
byes

2008-01-19T23:07:00.001-08:00

rushing and racing and running in circles
moving so fast I'm forgetting my purpose
blur of the traffic is sending me spinning
getting nowhere

my head and my heart are colliding chaotic
pace of the world I just wish I could stop it
Try to appear like I've got it together
I'm falling apart

save me
somebody take my hand and lead me
slow me down
don't let love pass me by
just show me how
cause I'm ready to fall

slow me down
don't let me live a lie
before my life flies by
I need you to slow me down

sometimes I fear that I might disappear
in the blur of fast forward I falter again
forgetting to breathe
I need to sleep
I'm getting nowhere

all that I've missed I see in the reflection
pass me while I wasn't paying attention
tired of rushing, racing and running
I'm falling apart

tell me
oh won't you take my hand and lead me
slow me down
don't let love pass me by
just show me how
cause I'm ready to fall

slow me down
don't let me live a lie
before my life flies by
i need you to slow me down

just show me
i need you to slow me down
slow me down
slow me down

the noise of the world is getting me caught up
chasing the clock and i wish i could stop it
just need to breathe
somebody please
slow me down

- Slow Me Down, Emmy Rossum

2008-01-05T05:09:00.001-08:00

（女）那教堂钟声太微弱却敲痛心中的伤口
台上庄严典礼纪念我输得彻底

（男）他揭开你面纱时候一枚戒指将你紧扣
掌声将我吞没

#
（女）面带笑容和你握手
（男）祝福你们的生活
（合）怎却那泪莫名地流

%
（男）你洁白的婚礼你多么的美丽台下我的独角戏
（女）走进院子里昨天的回忆
（合）如今随着花儿慢慢凋零
（男）你庄严的婚礼
（女）我演出的悲剧
（合）最后唯一的结局
（女）教堂的钟声梦已破碎
（合）祝福声中听叶儿随风飞

Repeat # % %

2007-12-30T00:51:00.000-08:00

shit
malay is so difficult
and with those grammar things
i think i am dead
with oral and compo
i am rotting!

kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me

lol i think i am crazy

prelims starts so early
siao one

2007-12-26T05:57:00.001-08:00

I guess..

If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind
If only you could heal my heart just one more time
Even when I close my eyes
There's an image of your face
And once again I come I'll relise
You're a loss I can't replace

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

Walking down the streets of nothingville
Where our love was young and free
Can't believe just what an empty place
It has come to be
I would give my life away
If it could only be the same
Cause I can't still the voice inside of me
That is calling out your name

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

Time will never change the things you tols me
After all we're meant to be love will bring us back to you and me
If only you could see

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

2007-12-25T04:28:00.000-08:00

ok
I hate school
I have to report at bishan the very first day and go home very late
T_T
no more waking up late
no more tv marathons
no more slacking
no more games
no more internet during weekends

have to do homework
and study for exams

lol
loads of grumbling
learn to accept all of these =)
at the end of year 2008
full-time slacking!!!!
yay!
lol
i am crazy
do too much a math

bye!

2007-12-24T04:50:00.000-08:00

Love Is Forever
词曲: 黄倍仪

做了朋友那么多年
而你却始终没改变
单眼皮的笑偶尔扁着嘴角
我们的快乐从不变调

# 生活上喜怒哀乐一起分担
渐渐的我们也无所不谈
不加糖的咖啡都不觉得苦
你加上我加上爱等于幸福

* 我不要你把我推给别人去疼爱
我对你的心是百分之一百
每一个想你的习惯那么实在
我早已对你产生的依赖
一天天一点点砌成了爱
Love Is Forever Forever Love

Repeat # *

原来爱情是需要一点苦涩
才能找到属于自己的角色
原来爱情是需要一点眼泪
不只是单纯享受幸福的滋味

Repeat *

2007-12-21T00:28:00.001-08:00

路灯躲进窗台
摇醒我的无奈
这城市
只剩下尘埃
纯粹的是期待
却消失得太快
未说出
半句对白
没有爱的城市漆黑整片天空的精彩
再多的色彩也调和不出绚丽的未来
寂寞的爱
在狂欢中苍白
躲过相互的依赖
却学不会释怀
谁陪我跳舞
谁又陪我同路
什么是情感天赋
什么是爱的追逐
谁陪我去哭
谁又陪我麻木
爱已穷途末路我却顽固
尽力维护
谁来陪我认输
谁又陪我迷路
走完路途
输了全部
却说不出
爱的满足

2007-12-18T05:24:00.000-08:00

doing revision now
combined humanities is very difficult
x(

2007-12-18T05:12:00.000-08:00

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛

我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺

谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔

我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得

太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说

人生得一知己，死而无憾。

2007-12-09T02:22:00.000-08:00

http://www.seab.gov.sg/SEAB/oLevel/syllabus/school/2008_GCE_O.html

go this site for o lvl 2008 syllabus.
i think ours is the ones which are newly examined in 2008
coz only one with 3 SPA assessments.

x)
x(

Little minds are interested in the extraordinary, great minds in the commonplace.

Genius is only the POWER of making continuous efforts.

Strong man can ALWAYS afford to be gentle. Only the weak are intent on "giving as good as they get".

Do your work with your whole heart, and you will succeed? -true or not?-

The SECRET of Success is that: there is no secret of success. x)

He has achieved SUCCESS who has worked well, laughed often and loved much.

Many people fall in life, simply because they have never organised their ENERGIES around a goal.

WISE MAN: One who sees the storm coming before the clouds appear.

The Great Man: Man is a man who LIVES a long way off. -??-

The best PREPARATION for good work tomorrow is to do good work today.

MONEY never made a fool of anybody, it only shows them up.

Teaching kids to count is fine, but teaching what COUNTS is best.

12 inspiring phrases taken from a calendar.
haha x)

2007-12-08T02:32:00.000-08:00

stole from aud again x)

[One] Who was your last text from?
jie

[Two] Where was your default picture taken?
huh forgot.

[Three] What's your FULL name?
Lee Qi Ni

[Four] Your current status?
Single. x)

[Five] What is your current mood?
irritated with chinese hw

[Six] How old are you?
15.

[Seven] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
Yup.

[Eight] What's your favorite color/s?
Red.

[Nine] Ever had a near death experience?
hmm acute asthma attack.

[Ten] Something you do a lot?
sleep.

[Eleven] Who can you tell ANYTHING to?
erm my bears

[Twelve] Name someone with the same birthday as you.
deeksha x)

[Thirteen] If you could have one super power what would it be?
teleportation. can save on transport fees and time.

[Fourteen] What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
erm notice nothing of the appearance, notice actions.

[Fifteen] Favorite season?
Autumn.

[Sixteen] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
yup.

[Seventeen ] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
just finished finnder.

[Eighteen] What language do you speak?
English, Chinese, little of Malay, a little bit of dialect.

[Nineteen] Describe your life in one word.
busy.

[Twenty] Do you have any tattoos?
no way. -ouch-

[Twenty-one] Who was the last person you hung out with?
uh 4 other ppl.

[Twenty-two ] What are you thinking about right now?
chi hw

[Twenty-three] What should you be doing?
chi hw

[Twenty-four] Who was the last person that made you upset?
erm cannot say the name, is not that person him/her self but our talk of another person.

[Twenty-five] What are you listening to?
haha music. x)

[Twenty-six ] Do you like working in the yard?
uh never worked in a yard before

[Twenty-seven] Who is with you?
with? 2 tiny yellow bears.

[Twenty- eight] Do you act different around the person you like?
i would remain calm. calmness ensures you won't do anything stupid.

[Twenty- nine] What is your natural hair color?
Black.

[Thirty] Last time you were really happy?
today. haha.

SECTION 1 - YOU!
+ Known as: qini
+ Hair color: Black
+ eye: black

SECTION 2 - HAVE YOU EVER
+ Fallen off the bed?: yea. scary
+ Broken someone else's heart?: hope not
+ Had your heart broken?: hmm.. dunno
+ Had a dream come true?: hmm getting bears i wanted. x) next dream: ngee ann poly business management and good O level results of course.

SECTION 3 - CURRENTLY...
+ Wearing: Specs, tees, shorts.
+ Listening to: music.
+ Location: Home.
+ Chatting with: Nobody.
+ Should REALLY be: doing chi hw

SECTION 4 - DO YOU...
+ Have any piercings: no.
+ Drive: Nopes.
+ Drink everyday without fail: No.
+ Have a cell phone: Yea.

SECTIO N 5 - LAST PERSON YOU...
+ Hugged: daddy.
+ Talked with on the phone: jie
+ Text: jie or jayper i forgot.

SECTION 6 - PERSONAL...
+ What do you want to be when you grow up?: public relations officer/human resource manager.
+ What comes first in your life?: Family,friends and studies. tie for first place.

SECTION 7- FAVORITES
+ Show: lol.
+ Store: dunno. don't really care for shops.
+ Food: hmm a lot.
+ Color: Red.

SECTION 8 - DO YOU...
+ Like to give hugs: haha depends on whether the other person wants it.
+ Like to walk in the rain: hmm no.
+Prefer white or black?: white.
+ Sleep on your side: Yes.
+ Have stuffed animals: heh what are my bears?

SECTION 9- THIS OR THAT...(pick)
+ Pierced nose or tongue: Neither. ugh
+ MTV or BET: MTV.
+ 7th Heaven or Dawsons:??
+ Chocolate or flowers: Chocolate. flowers wilt.
+ Color or black-and-white photos: haha colour.
+ stay up late or sleep in: both actually.
+ Hot or cold: hot. i cannot take the cold.
+ Sun or moon: both. x)
+ Left or Right: Right.
+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend: hmm 10 acquaintances.
+ Spring or Fall: Fall.
+ Happy or sad: Happy.
+ Wonder or amazement: Amazement.

SECTION 10: FIRSTS.
First self purchased CD: JJ.
First pet: none.
First piercing/tattoos: none

SECTION 11: LASTS.
Last GOOD cry: erm not too long ago i think
Last phone call: haha jie
Last time showered: ytd night.

SECTION 12: CURRENT.
Current mood: happy?
Current food: pu er cha (:
Current hair: er normal loh
Current annoyance(s): chi hw? haha

SECTION 13: WHO LAST...
1. Made you smile: hmm.... mum.
2. Saw you cry : family.

SECTION 14: WOULD YOU RATHER..
1. Be serious or be funny: Balance of both.
2. Drink whole or skim milk: erm don't like cow's milk.
3. Spend time with your parents or enemies? : both. enemies to try and resolve conflict

1. Spell your name without E.
- l qi ni

2. What is your status?
- attached to my bear

3. What's your favorite number?
- 6,8.

4. What's your favorite color?
- red

5. What's your other favorite colors?
- orange,pink,purple,yellow.

6. What are you listening to?
- xue zhong hua (:

7. Are you happy with your life?
- hmm do away with O levels haha x)

8. If you were to be any animal in the whole wide world what would it be?
- bear luh.

9. What is your favorite subject in school?
- haha should I say english or CH, actually I dislike CH, weird eh?

1 0. Are you usually outgoing?
- i seem like a loner

11. Where do you wish you were?
- in china, holiday after O levels mah

12. What are you supposed to be doing?
- chi hw

Can you blow a bubble?
- haha yea

Can you wiggle your ears?
- can't x)

Can you roll your tongue?
- Yup. xD

Can you touch your tongue to your nose?
- nah.

Did you ever want to be a doctor?
- no. sort of don't like to see blood and all.

Did you ever want to be a firefighter?
- hmm no.

Do you like roller coasters?
- not really unless got some person beside me whom i can hold on to.

Do you own a bike?
- I don't know how to cycle.x)

Does your family have family picnics?
- nah.

How did you find out about Friendster?
- through friends.

Last person you hugged?
- daddy.

Last thing you said out loud?
- forgot.

What's the last restaurant you ate at?
- forgot.

What was the last thing you bought?
- books, foolscap and specs.

What was the last thing you drank?
- tea.

Who was the last person to text you?
- jayper.

Who was the last person you held hands with?
- my dad and bear.

1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be?
- anybody also ok.

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
- my family does not use carts

3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed again, would you?
- i would gladly kiss my bear again, but its dead now x(

4. Do you take compliments well?
- uh ok ba.

5. Do you play Sudoku?
- not really. play scrabble la. x)

6 . If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive?
- based on willpower, three to four days ba.

7. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would save?
- school work and bears.

8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with?
- cousin x)

9. Who do you text the most?
- jie.

10 . Favorite children's book?
- forgot mostly about winnie.

11 . Eye color?
- Black.

12. How tall are you?
- 160

13. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you?
- do o lvl bio spa all over again. yep.

14. Any secret admirers?
- hmm if it is secret, then I wouldn't know. haha. x)

15. does the person u miss misses u?
- erm guess so.

16 . When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
- olive garden? no.

17. Favorite ex..?
- no ex.

18. Where was the furthest place you travelled?
- china. x)

19. Do you like mustard?
- ugh yuck

20. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
- sleep.

21. Do you miss anyone?
- haha what do you think?

22. Can you do splits?
- no. x)

23. What movie do you want to see?
- Alvin and the chipmunks and The Warlord.

24. What did you do for New Year's Eve?
- sleep in and do hw?

25. Do you think The Grudge was creepy?
- ugh never watched it before.

2 6. Do you own a camera phone?
- Yup.

27. Was your mom a cheerleader?
- no.

28. What's the last letter of your middle name?
- i

29. Are you hispanic?
- Nah, I don't come from latin america for god's sake. x)

30 . Do you like care bears?
- haha any bears i will like

31 . What do you buy at the Movies?
- Tickets and sometimes share popcorn.

32. Do you know how to play poker?
- of course, as my malay teacher said: poker is a social skill everyone has to master x)

33. Do you wear your seatbelt?
- only when my mum asks me to.

34. What do you wear to sleep?
- sometimes tees and shorts or PJs.

35 . Anything big ever happen in your CITY?
- hmm SARS.

36. Is your hair straight or curly?
- generally straight.

37. Is your tongue pierced?
- nah.

38. Do you like Liver and onions?
- liver no onions ok when fried with other things.

39. Do you like funny or serious people better?
- both also ok. x) most impt, must know how to be funny or serious at the right time.

40. Ever been to L.A.?
- no.

41. Who is on your mind right now?
- hmm none bah. x)

42. Any plans 4 tonight?
- watch tv.

43. Whats your fav. song at the moment?
- xue zhong hua. - i am not obiang ok-

4 4 . Do you hate chocolate?
- not really. don't be too sweet or bitter. hmm i seem picky.

45. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
- er..

4 6. Are you a gullible person?
- maybe.

47. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
- no, must be happy regardless what.

4 8 . If you could have any job what would it be?
- PR officer, HR manager.

49. Are you easy to get along with?
- think so.

50. What is your favorite time of day?
- Night, coz its when i really complete work.

51. Are you generally a happy person?
- ok luh, i don't cry often. x) stay happy always.

tsk
my bear bolster is dead
argh
going to be thrown away
=`(

chi hw chi hw chi hw chi hw chi hw chi hw
haha
my mum told me quite a few phrases on gambling
anybody need them? x)

2007-12-06T05:48:00.000-08:00

"Heart Without A Home"

Girl I love to watch you
You're like candy to my eyes
Like a movie that you've seen
But you gotta watch just one more time
But that smile you're wearing
It's a beautiful disguise
It's just something you put on to hide the emptiness inside
And you seem so lonely

But you don't have to anymore..

[Chorus:]
If you're a heart without a home
Rebel without a cause
If you feel as though
You're always stranded on the shore
Like a thief in the night
Let me steal your heart away
Baby if for reasons, what you're looking for
I'll be yours

I'll be yours

You need a new sensation
One you never had before
I got a feeling if I gave you some
You'd probably want some more
Did you know that Baby
You're the bluebird in my sky
I only wanna make you happy cause
I love to see you fly

And if you feel lonely
You don't have to anymore

[Chorus]

I'll be yours, I'll be yours

I'll be the raft in the tide
I'll be yours
I'll be the truth in the light
And what's more
When no one opens the door
I'll be the hope that you're looking for

[Chorus]

I'll be yours...

:)

2007-12-06T04:58:00.000-08:00

stole this from aud x)

Q1: How old will you be in five years?
ANS: 20.

Q2: Do you think you will be married by then?
ANS: should I say impossible? x)

Q3: How tall are you?
ANS: 160cm. x(

Q4: What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
ANS: I can complete all my homework and revision by then.

Q5: What's the last movie you saw in theater?
ANS: Enchanted.

Q6: Who was the last person you called?
ANS: jie darl

Q7: Who was the last person to call you?
ANS: jie darl

Q8: Do you prefer to call or text?
ANS: erm both for gals, text for guys.

Q9: Do you have any pets?
ANS: Nah. allergy plus family's dislike for pets.

Q10: What were you doing at 12 am last night?
ANS: chemistry revision.

Q11: Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
ANS: Married.

Q12: When is the last time you saw your mom?
ANS: now.

Q13: What color are your eyes?
ANS: black bah, never bothered to notice.

Q14: What time did you wake up today?
ANS: erm nine plus.

Q15: What are you wearing right now?
ANS: t-shirt plus shorts.

Q16: What's your favorite Christmas song?
ANS: hmm never thought about it.

Q17: Where is your favorite place to be?
ANS: library

Q18: Where is your least favorite place to be?
ANS: toilets. i hate them even though i need them x)

Q19: Where would you go if you could go anywhere?
ANS: heh china. x) nice scenery.

Q20: Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
ANS: Singapore probably.

Q21: Do you tan or burn?
ANS: Tan.

Q22: What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
ANS: tiger. x)

Q23: What was the last thing that made you laugh?
ANS: msn conversation with jie & kok.

Q24: How many TVs do you have?
ANS: 2.

Q25: How big is your bed?
ANS: Super single.

Q26: Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
ANS: Desktop.

Q27: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
ANS: With.

Q28: What color are your sheets?
ANS: Pink & one brown-red with papa-bears on it.

Q29: How many pillows do you sleep with?
ANS: 1. but i sleep on my bolster.

Q30: What is your favorite season?
ANS: Autumn. romantic. x)

Q31: What do you like about fall?
ANS: trees and the sky filled with 'floating' leaves.

Q32: What do you like about winter?
ANS: snow ba. but i kinda dislike the cold? x)

Q33: What do you like about the summer?
ANS: erm there's more heat.

Q34: What do you like about spring?
ANS: flowers and the temperature.

Q35: How many provinces have you lived in?
ANS: ?? 2 bah

Q36: How many cities/towns have you lived in?
ANS: 2

Q37: Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
ANS: shoes

Q38: Are you a social person?
ANS: hmm.. i seem like a loner.

Q39: What was the last thing you ate?
ANS: apple.

Q40: What is your favorite restaurant?
ANS: in msia, oh the food is great.

Q41: What is your favorite ice cream?
ANS: erm mr bean's soya-bean ice cream!

Q1: Have you ever had a crush on someone and didn't tell them ?
ANS: huh? no.

Q2: Did they find out eventually?
ANS: ...

Q3: Have you experienced love yet?
ANS: yea from family and friends luh.

Q4: Have you ever been kissed?
ANS: haha my dad and bears

Q5: First Kiss.. With Who ? When and Where?
ANS: lol. none.

Q6: Have you had a serious relationship yet?
ANS: no.

Q7: Ever been heartbroken?
ANS: no. no point getting upset over some other person who does not belong to you.

Q8: Ever broken someone's heart?
ANS: hmm hope not.

Q9: Do you believe in Love At First Sight?
ANS: no,love is grown over a period of time/

Q10: What about "There is someone for everyone?"
ANS: erm not really. there are lots of singles out there.

Q11: Age Difference - is it wrong, or is "Age only a number" ?
ANS: erm in what context? x)

Q12: What about online relationships? Can they work?
ANS: no way. how do you even maintain it.

Q13: Ever like more than one person at a time?
ANS: huh. no.

Q14: Ever date more than one person at a time?
ANS: no.

Q15: Quick ! Last relationship : Good, Bad or Never had one?
ANS: never had one.

Q16: Ever have one of those days where every song on the radio reminds you of someone?
ANS: Yeah.

Q17: If so, which song really made you think?
ANS: Heart without a home by westlife. nicest song guys can ever sing to gals. x)

Q18: What do you look for in a partner?
ANS: forgiving, fun, filial, kind, hardworking and definitely non-possesive.

Q19: Believe that relationships can have a fairy tale ending?
ANS: erm no. be pragmatic ppl.

Q20: What about movies about romance, are they realistic?
ANS: no. be pragmatic.

Q21: One night stands, or serious relationships?
ANS: Serious relationships. -_-

Q22: Are you afraid of commitment ?
ANS: hmm no.

Q23: Do you let other people's opinions matter when your dating someone ?
ANS: well yea. its impt to consider all opinions.

Q24: Think Valentine's day is too played out, or do you enjoy it all the same ?
ANS: hmm. dunno.

Q25: Are you planning on getting married ?
ANS: erm not really.

Q26: Ideal honeymoon spot ?
ANS: haha tioman is beautiful. i like beaches.

Q27: What's your idea of a perfect date ?
ANS: study date at libraries. x)

Q28: How far will you go on a first date ?
ANS: huh. talk.

Q29: Are you a hopeless romantic ?
ANS: hopeless?

Q30: Quick ! Currently : Crushing, Dating or Single with no interest?
ANS: attached to my bear. x)

Q31: Ever crush on a Celebrity ?
ANS: nah.

Q32: Quick ! Choose : Romantic or Sexy ? .
ANS: romance.

Q33: Ever cheat/been cheated on ?
ANS: huh. hope not.

Q34: Ever take the chance of liking a friend, and making it something more?
ANS: huh? i thought love started from friendship. hmm..

Q35: Still a virgin ?
ANS: say no to premarital sex. x)

Q1: Given a Hickey?
ANS: what?

Q2: Had a one night stand?
ANS: No.

Q3: Made someone cry?
ANS: hmmm.. hope not.

Q4: Opened your Christmas presents early?
ANS: huh sometimes when i do get christ prez.

Q5: Been online for more than 10 hours in a row?
ANS: no. my bro and mum and dad would kill me.

Q6: Pretended to be someone you weren't online?
ANS: no. weird.

Q7: Eaten food that fell on the floor?
ANS: uhhuh. haha. i thought most kids do that when they were young.

Q8: Been caught cheating?
ANS: huh?

Q9: Been caught naked?
ANS: huh? no.

Q10: Flashed at someone?
ANS: oh no.

Q11: Gone out without underwear on?
ANS: uh no.

Q12: Got into a fist fight?
ANS: haha. maybe.

Q13: Swallowed bath water?
ANS: ugh. no.

Q14: Peed in the pool?
ANS: huh?

Q15: Thrown up in public?
ANS: uh don't rmb

Q16: Been so drunk you can't walk?
ANS: i don't touch alcohol. haha.

Q17: Peed in public?
ANS: Uh no.

Q18: Broken wind and blamed someone else?
ANS: no.

Q19: Done something mean you regretted?
ANS: yea. x(

Q20: Ever played pull my finger?
ANS: uh yea.

Q21: Have you ever like someone and not told them how you feel?
ANS: erm no.

Q22: Had a crush on a brother/sister's friend?
ANS: omg, my bro's friends are all younger than me.

Q23: Favorite spot to be kissed?
ANS: what?

Q1: Cats or Dogs?
ANS: both also don't really like.

Q2: Boys or Girls?
ANS: uh dunno. both.

Q3: Sea or Sand?
ANS: sea.

Q4: Bands or DJs?
ANS: DJs.

Q5: Clubs or Bars?
ANS: clubs. x)

Q6: Coke or Pepsi?
ANS: i don't touch soft drinks. i am nerdy. 0.0

Q7: Indoors or Outdoors?
ANS: both are nice.

Q8: Excitement or Relaxation?
ANS: both. all of us need a balance of both.

Q9: Art or Science?
ANS: Art.

Q10: Facebook or Myspace?
ANS: Neither.

Q11: Books or Movies?
ANS: both are ok.

Q12: Fiction or Fact?
ANS: both.

Q13: Latest fashion or Comfortable clothes?
ANS: comfortable clothes. i have absolute zero fashion sense.

huh
bored at home
haha
thought about a lot of things last night

and yeah this part of 'What Do They Know' was quite inspiring? lol
How can you understand
A love so strong
When you never shared
that with someone

yeah
maybe love will never be understood completely.

2007-12-05T03:17:00.000-08:00

Lyrics to "When We Believe"

We begin our journey with our hopes held high
Because of you, I soar with wings to fly
As we heed the call, we're standing tall
Set our eyes on giving all our best

Drawing inspiration from our home so dear
Our desire to make our nation proud
We belong together, we're a team
Hand in hand, together as we dream

When we believe, we know that we can touch the sky
Yes, we will achieve, our dreams are just within our reach
Our spirits soar, with love to share
And hearts that care
Because we dare to dream
When we believe

2007-12-02T00:45:00.000-08:00

Amblyopia
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Amblyopia, or lazy eye,[1] is a disorder of the visual system that is characterized by poor or indistinct vision in an eye that is otherwise physically normal, or out of proportion to associated structural abnormalities. It has been estimated to affect 1–5% of the population.[2]

The problem is caused by either no transmission or poor transmission of the visual image to the brain for a sustained period of dysfunction or during early childhood. Amblyopia normally only affects one eye, but it is possible to be amblyopic in both eyes if both are similarly deprived of a good, clear visual image. Detecting the condition in early childhood increases the chance of successful treatment.

Physiology
Amblyopia is a developmental problem in the brain, not an organic problem in the eye (although organic problems can induce amblyopia which persist after the organic problem has resolved).[3] The part of the brain corresponding to the visual system from the affected eye is not stimulated properly, and develops abnormally. This has been confirmed via direct brain examination. David H. Hubel and Torsten Wiesel won the Nobel Prize in Physiology or Medicine in 1981 for their work demonstrating the irreversible damage to ocular dominance columns produced in kittens by sufficient visual deprivation during the so-called "critical period". The maximum critical period in humans is from birth to two years old.[1]

Symptoms
Many people with amblyopia, especially those who are only mildly so, are not even aware they have the condition until tested at older ages, since the vision in their stronger eye is normal. However, people who have severe amblyopia may experience associated visual disorders, most notably poor depth perception. Amblyopes suffer from poor spatial acuity, low sensitivity to contrast and some "higher-level" deficits to vision such as reduced sensitivity to motion.[4] These deficits are usually specific to the amblyopic eye, not the unaffected "fellow" eye. Amblyopes also suffer from problems of binocular vision such as limited stereoscopic depth perception and usually have difficulty seeing the three-dimensional images in hidden stereoscopic displays such as autostereograms.[5] However perception of depth from monocular cues such as size, perspective, and motion parallax is normal.

Types
Amblyopia can be caused by deprivation of vision early in life, by strabismus (misaligned eyes), by vision-obstructing disorders, or by anisometropia (different degrees of myopia or hyperopia in each eye).

Refractive or anisometropic amblyopia
Refractive amblyopia may result from anisometropia (unequal refractive errors between the two eyes). Anisometropia exists when there is a difference in the refraction between the two eyes. The eye with less far-sighted (hyperopic) refractive error provides the brain with a clearer image, and is favored by the brain. Refractive amblyopia is usually less severe than strabismic amblyopia and is commonly missed by primary care physicians because of its less dramatic appearance and lack of obvious physical manifestation, such as with strabismus.[8] Frequently, amblyopia is associated with a combination of anisometropia and strabismus.

Pure refractive amblyopia is treated by correcting the refractive error early with prescription lenses. Vision therapy and/or eye patching can also be used to develop and/or improve visual abilities, binocular vision, depth perception, etc.

Meridional amblyopia is a mild condition in which lines are seen less clearly at some orientations than others after full refractive correction. An individual who had an astigmatism at a young age that was not corrected by glasses will later have astigmatism that cannot be optically corrected.[citation needed]

Form-deprivation and occlusion amblyopia
Form-deprivation amblyopia (Amblyopia ex anopsia) results when the ocular media become opaque, such as is the case with cataracts or corneal scarring from forceps injuries during birth.[9] These opacities prevent adequate sensory input from reaching the eye, and therefore disrupt visual development. If not treated in a timely fashion, amblyopia may persist even after the cause of the opacity is removed. Sometimes, drooping of the eyelid (ptosis) or some other problem causes the upper eyelid to physically occlude a child's vision, which may cause amblyopia quickly. Occlusion amblyopia may be a complication of a hemangioma that blocks some or all of the eye.

Treatment and prognosis
Treatment of strabismic or anisometropic amblyopia consists of correcting the optical deficit and forcing use of the amblyopic eye, either by patching the good eye, or by instilling topical atropine in the eye with better vision. One should also be wary of over-patching or over-penalizing the good eye when treating for amblyopia, as this can create so-called "reverse amblyopia" in the other eye.[7][10]

Form deprivation amblyopia is treated by removing the opacity as soon as possible followed by patching or penalizing the good eye to encourage use of the amblyopic eye.[7]

Although the best outcome is achieved if treatment is started before age 5, research has shown that children older than age 10 and some adults can show improvement in the affected eye. Children from 7 to 12 who wore an eye patch and performed near point activities (vision therapy) were four times as likely to show a two line improvement on a standard 11 line eye chart than amblyopic children who did not receive treatment. Children 13 to 17 showed improvement as well, albeit in smaller amounts than younger children. (NEI-funded Pediatric Eye Disease Investigator Group, 2005)[7][11] Some claim the controversial[12] Bates Method can reverse amblyopia, however, this assertion is unfounded. [13]

erm
i have lazy eyes o.0
due to vast differences in the degree of myopia of both eyes
-_-
...

2007-11-29T08:54:00.000-08:00

(((:
fever has subsided x)

hmm..
thx wen jie
love you a lot! xD

i guess i won't be able to complete all hw by sat
its impossible!
the chi hw just give you mind blocks and you can't think of anything good.
tsk

i hate you x)

haha
talking with my another beloved cousin online
its a she
not guy x)

haha
nemo is cute x)
i am crapping a lot

haiyuh
i seriously don't look forward to next year
-_-
but i do look forward to seeing friends x)

there's 2 tests in the 2nd week of january
bio and geog
be prepared for it peeps!
and there's 2 chances for you to attempt chem quiz online!
not bad
yeah!!

obsessed with hw
x)

seriously i am bothered with this hu leng hu re attitude that almost everyone is giving me x(
i guess that teddy bears are the bestest friends you can find around x)
love all 8 of you!
x)
argh
jia you for chi hw everybody!

nights

2007-11-29T01:57:00.000-08:00

hey another poem x)
from love fate destiny
chanced upon it (:

I will remember you as you are
See you for what you will be
Know you for what you want to be
Judge you for how you were with me
Know you from the place we met
Dislike some of the things you've said

I will remember you as my friend
I now know this is the end
Even though nothing lasts forever
I wish, as friends, we could remain together
One day we may need each other

You're still the Best Friend
I've had the pleasure of knowing
Now, the both of us need a while
For personal growing
We each just need some time apart
Enough time to make a brand new start
I will never forget what we once shared together
My Memories of You
Will always remain
Forever
Present in my heart

Jazzy M Jasmine

2007-11-29T01:46:00.000-08:00

ugh
runny nose -_-
flu
my head hurts
slight fever..
and nobody replied my sms :(
haha
nvm
anyway
there was no electricity from nine till 3.30
hmm
only entertainment is radio in handphone
lol

sian
i think i used up tons of tissue
sorry trees
x(

i need comfort..
...........
there's nobody...
guess that's what a loner gets.
haha will seek comfort in my furry bear
sian
there's still chi hw to complete..

ok
bye ppl. x)

2007-11-28T02:52:00.001-08:00

got this from:

Best Love Poems

We think about it,
sing about it,
dream about it,
and lose sleep worrying about it.

When we don't have it,
we search for it;
when we discover it,
we don't know what to do without it,
when we have it,
we fear losing it.

It's a constant source of pleasure and pain
but we can't predict from one minute to the next,
which could be today.

We love our parents,
our brothers and sisters,
our boyfriends and girlfriends,
our cats and dogs,
our comfortable shoes
and our baseball gloves.

Love
- It's a short word,
easy to spell,
difficult to define,
impossible to live without.

2007-11-28T02:08:00.001-08:00

come to think of it
my malay is quite rusty now
tsk
must recap this hols
hmm
cikgu patimah is retiring :(
so next year is another cikgu
tsk
don't like oral
can't talk for oral
my brain just go blank

i think my bro go chalet le
don't care
lol

my room is a mess
not the table but the shelves and all
tsk

ulcer
ouch
forget it
do hw
blah
freakish
what am i doing?

haha
xD
byes

2007-11-28T01:07:00.000-08:00

got this from daddy (:

The day I wished I knew Malay

Choosing to study French instead of Malay has handicapped this reporter

By Debbie Yong

THE recent push to encourage more young Singaporeans to take up Malay as a third language brings to mind a street poll I had to do for an article some time ago.

As I approached a couple, whom I had overhead chatting in English from afar, they suddenly switched their mode of conversation to Malay.

'Sorry, no English, speak Malay?' they muttered as they slowly backed away, despite my cajoling.

'Alamak, er, tak tahu,' I returned, which only made them chuckle at the cripplingly limited extent of my Malay vocabulary.

Though I was starting to think that months on the job had hardened my hide to rejection from the media-wary, this incident riled me.

It made me rue the day, 10 years ago, when the younger, more Western-oriented version of myself checked the box for French instead of Malay when given a choice to take up a third language in secondary school.

Had I been able to vocalise my thoughts in Malay to my interviewees during the poll, I might have saved myself the frustration.

Better still, I might have won over a greater measure of their trust and a sincere answer by using a language they are more familiar and comfortable with.

Language, after all, is more than a tool for communication. It is an identity marker that bands together the 'in' group from the 'out' group.

I often watch with envy as my parents and grandparents switch easily between Malay, English, Mandarin and Chinese dialects to banter with neighbours and heartland hawkers. They are, to me, truly emblematic of a racially harmonious Singapore.

Although I enjoyed my French classes which enabled me to navigate faraway continents, my grasp of the language has since weakened, mostly due to the lack of cultural context and conversation partners to keep up with here.

Malay conversation partners, on the other hand, are barely an HDB corridor oroffice cubicle away.

Still, while the clarity that age brings lets me see the wisdom in the ministry's push now, I wonder if things will change.

Learning a language requires a committed interest in its related culture, which cannot be induced by dangling a quick-fix carrot of two points off junior-college admission scores.

Even in my time, every student attending the MOE Language Centre already knew that those who chose Malay as a third language were making a wiser choice.

But we still went ahead and took our French, German and Japanese classes anyway.

After all, to be young is to be impulsive, to dream about faraway lands and to passionately pursue our interests - however impractical.

debyong@sph.com.sg

2007-11-26T23:36:00.000-08:00

went westmall with wenjie, audrey, cp and kok ytd
watched enchanted
some parts were weird and somehow illogical
imagine the prince meeting the princess for the first time and saying lets get married tomorrow morning.
haha xD
maybe i am too pragmatic and can't appreciate such romantic gestures. x)

woke up at 12 plus today
piglet.
x)

doing hw now
hmm..
nth to do.
except for heymath which i am doing on foolscap now, don't trust the computer ><
then is geog, should take at most 1 hour to finish the 2 packages

haha
then left with chi!
which is the most difficult to finish
o.0
must brush up on languages this hols,
very impt ppl!

look forward to scrabulous
but hw have to be done first so i am going to navigate away from this page.
lol
byes

post later

2007-11-25T01:04:00.000-08:00

yoohoo!
i used the whole afternoon studying kidney!
very very tiring so i came straight to scrabulous!
x)

ok
my mum is obsessed with Lakeshore
o.0

i aim to finish all hw by next week
and it is very possible x)
left with mainly chi only
wooh
no slacking
x))

cousins and aunt and uncle going taiwan to visit another cousin
departing on 5 dec!
uh
i have to chiong revision so not going x(
there's still next year
haha

ok
my new bear looks fierce
always having mood swings one that bear
funny
have to slap it to make it happy
o.0
-_-
T_T

ok
scrabulous time!

2007-11-24T02:11:00.000-08:00

....
went chinatown today
erm the restaurant was ...
lol
kept laughing xD

still at bio
i know i am digressing
sian..
i think spa is ..
nvm
just hope sciences would be pulled down bcoz of that
heh..
i want to study my sec 4 ss now!
prepare ch this year
nxt yr conc on other subs
..
-_-
uh..

this hw list is for audrey (:

ENG: NONE
CHI: heh i hcl, dunno exp chi have what
A MATH: i think for audrey's grp is finish the binomial ws and eoy paper if you have
E MATH: 3 papers, heymath and kinematics ws
CHEMISTRY: 3 ws, spa skill 3 practise, self-study chpt 19 and 20, go asknlearn download ppt and ws and do online test (1 to 23 dec)
BIOLOGY: 4 ws(only need to do first 2), read chpt 11, prepare chpt 10 & 11 for class test, revise topics
GEOGRAPHY: 2 wkbk ws, tourism package and prepare tourism test in wk 2
CH: Nanhua SBQ, SS AND HIS eoy qns(those you did not do for eoy)

there should be no more..
revision left!

2007-11-23T04:48:00.000-08:00

revising bio xD
haha
the person whom I have missed for a whole 9 days is finally going to be back in Sg in a couple of hours! yay!

scrabulous is ermm...
boring?!
i can't believe myself either
oh man

internet surfing is sian too xD
haiz
someone talk to me!
wenjie is going to board plane so she can't talk x)
haha
wooh
can't wait to see her
sheesh i seem so obsessed with her
ahem ahem
okaes
=D

2007-11-23T04:08:00.001-08:00

wenjie is coming back!
wooh xD

only love lyrics (:

2am and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'll give my dreams just one more chance
To let this be our last goodbye

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

That's something only love can do

2007-11-21T03:03:00.000-08:00

blah
bored
i have 8 bears now
LOL
searching for one with no fur
lol
pooh has no fur
but too ex la
can't afford

heh heh!
my cousin and grandma is here! x)
play uno uno!
pity my grandma don't play mahjhong!
kidding, i am crazy. xD

eh..
the ama paper not easy to do.
-_-
ok my brain is stupid
x(

do geog revision!!
i have given up on heymath after i lost the document containing my answers.
tsk
how can like that
waste my time, eyes, brains, fingers. >.<

seriously bored
need to find something to do
and there's virtually nobody to talk to on msn except for LJQ, LOL!
zzzz
.....
-_-
i want to buy pens of assorted colours, like purple to make my notes, erm more appealing to the eyes?
or i think i would sleep while reading it, too plain with just a few colours.
paiseh my eyes like colours

ah!
gtg byes
blah blah
no motivation to do chi hw
better do them!
my group ppl must do okaes!
=D

blah
NIGHTS!
or should i say EVENING
LOL
lame

2007-11-20T02:16:00.000-08:00

heh
i want laptop
but daddy say after o lvl then can buy x)

haha
wait until then then can choose a good one
xD

3/4 peeps have fun at chalet!!
chemistry!

blah blah
money!

2007-11-19T01:12:00.000-08:00

eh.
stomach upset neary killed me today
thx daddy!
heh heh
my dad's bdae coming up!
xD

scrabulous again wooh!
still studying chem
x)

wenjie is coming back this fri!
yay!
haha
oh man
i don't want to do hw already, so difficult.
haiyuh
aim to finish everything by end of 1 dec!
then 1 month revision
hiong right?
seriously nth to do at home except for tv, music, scrabulous and hw
lol

never touch marble cake right out from the fridge
intestines hate it
x(

2007-11-17T22:52:00.000-08:00

scrabble!
x)
revising chemistry now.
x)
workaholics unite!
haha jasper is another workaholic
jia you!

study study
am not a freak
xD
cousin and grandma coming over i think
playtime!

2007-11-17T04:25:00.000-08:00

ok
chionging hw
feeling very down and confused.
tsk
thx audrey for talking with me
and the lady who played scrabble today with me.
(:

2007-11-12T04:48:00.000-08:00

...
2 days left
to boredom
i hate it man
i find sch very lovable now
tsk tsk
haha
to those going overseas, yi lu shun feng! (: :D
rmb to do hw 3/4 hcl peeps! x)

haha
being loved is a blessing x)

eh
dory fish is not bad after all
dolly get well soon! must fight off the stupid virus!

lots of hw
to accompany me x)
crazy la
who loves hw these days..
i just hope i don't lose the drive to study for o levels.
seeing seniors having fun makes me want to slack x)

okaes
super high singing inconsolable by backstreet boys with my bro x)
blah blah
nights. love all of you. (: :)

2007-11-11T02:34:00.000-08:00

ah
left with ch and chi hw
see if i got mood to do heymath or not
heh
i seriously will miss sch when sch ends
tsk
i am abnormal
there's nth to do at home
coz most ppl are going overseas
so nobody to go out with
revision
parents are busy
haiyuh
hols are boring

blah
scrabble is so addicitve
can't stop playing..
heh
will start isketch
haha
xD
x)))
gotta play now
byes

2007-11-10T00:07:00.000-08:00

Inconsolable by Backstreet Boys. (:

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor
I wanna let you walk away tonight without a word

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling
OOoh, if you were here right now,
I swear I'd tell you this

[Chorus:]
Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge,
But I can't take the fall, no
I've memorized the number
So why can't I make the call
Maybe cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility

[Chorus]

No, no, no

I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
That everything I hold in
Is everything I can't let go (oooh, can't let go)

Cause BABAYYYYY

[Chorus]

Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Oooh, I'm inconsolable
Whoaa yeah
I'm inconsolable

2007-11-09T03:46:00.000-08:00

shit
i think i am damn unfilial
slap me scold me somebody pls.

Personality Test (:

2007-11-07T04:38:00.001-08:00

2007-11-07T04:03:00.000-08:00

The minute I heard my first love story,
I started looking for you, not knowing how blind that was.
Lovers don't finally meet somewhere.
They're in each other all along.
~ by Maulana Jalalu'ddin Rumi ~

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength,
While loving someone deeply gives you courage.
~ by Lao Tzu ~ * wow Lao Tzu (:

Sometimes we let affection,
go unspoken,
Sometimes we let our love
go unexpressed,
Sometimes we can't find words to tell
our feelings,
Especially towards those
we love the best.
~ by Author unknown ~

Inside the heart of each and every one of us there is a longing to be understood by someone who really cares. When a person is understood, he or she can put up with almost anything in the world.
~ by Rev Ed Hird ~

Love is an act of endless forgiveness
A tender look which becomes a habit.
~ by Peter Ustinov ~

The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart.
~ by Helen Keller ~

2007-11-07T03:10:00.000-08:00

yay!
new hardware
free of charge wor!
x)))
thx so much man :)

tons of hw
finished 2 chem ws this afternoon
played uno
watched dvd
slack eh?
haha xD

there's e math,geog and chi to go!
drawn a lot of graphs lately
my free hand curves are still atrocious

human geog not so easy
must yong gong du shu!
cannot slack and sleep the hours away!

ok
wenjie said i am not as cheerful as before nowadays.
hmm
i will try to keep my smile up always :D

tv! tv!
haha
another source of distraction
playing scrabble now
very very shuang
bingoed!
x)

ok
the counseller said one may mistake admiration for another person to be romantic love
and that romantic love is only possible if the other party returns it
very true (:
so don't mix pure admiration for love
(: